You're all going to hell. How can you sit and let children rot in a prison cell? Kids, little babies, teenagers who can't fend for themselves are your victims. They can't help where they came from. If they could, they'd be fed with a silver spoon.
I want to thank all the things in this world that are holy. There's so few of you left untouched by holy men in unholy ways. Monuments big enough to cover the earth and tall enough to reach to heaven. And all the saints call upon God and asks him to bless this building and it's rich foundation. Blast those who do not wear the robe. Damn he who come without a penny to his name. To Hell to all who is not I.
You had a choice. You chose to be a prisoner. You could've escaped with me. We could've been happy. You gave up because it was hard. You gave up because you love the warden. You gave up because you were scared of change. You can keep put in your prison cell. I'll find my own way out.
I rub the dirt on my face I am not beautiful I don't feel it when I wear it They say I look amazing Didn't I look amazing before? Picked and tweezed, I'm experimented But the hypothesis has too many holes I don't have a problem with them though See me begging, don't look at my face, look at my eyes
Hiding in the bathroom, there's a sickness in me. It comes when I want to get away. Hiding in plain sight, just long enough until it's safe to come out. Is it sick of me? Needing space? Something doesn't want me to face the day.
It's quiet. Too quiet. The anger is building up inside and I'm here frantically waiting for an explosion. Another bomb dropped on my head. Something about how unfair life is. I act like I'm okay when I'm walking with a limp.
Scared. She is scared. Scared of what he'll say next. Scared of how she'll make it up to him because it totally was her fault, right? When she needed him most, he wasn't there. When the lightning struck and the thunder boomed, he did nothing. When mommy didn't want her anymore, he sighed and pour a glass of wine. There is no love. He knows no love. Not when it's plain on her face. So many tears wasted on his selfishness. So many years trying to get away. Too many times she took to self hatred. She is scared. Scared.