Submissions by ATragicMistake
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Friendships
You could be best friends
But Every friendship ends
Sometimes become more
Others walk right out the door
Some feelings can be set aside
Others just hover and glide
Over your head day and night
Soon it can start to effect your sight
On life and love
But once again you give that feeling a shove
You cover it up as if with a glove
But it will come back
The feeling will attack you
Should you follow your heart
Or forever be a part of something that was never put together from the start ?
But Every friendship ends
Sometimes become more
Others walk right out the door
Some feelings can be set aside
Others just hover and glide
Over your head day and night
Soon it can start to effect your sight
On life and love
But once again you give that feeling a shove
You cover it up as if with a glove
But it will come back
The feeling will attack you
Should you follow your heart
Or forever be a part of something that was never put together from the start ?
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One Second to Loose - Forever to Gain
Even the people who never frown eventually breakdown .
Slam their knees to the ground ;
punch and pound
on the things that have caused them this pain .
It can take one second to loose ,
but forever to once again gain .
Maybe it's true
or I could be insane ,
but this life could be as scary as a crashing plane .
Slam their knees to the ground ;
punch and pound
on the things that have caused them this pain .
It can take one second to loose ,
but forever to once again gain .
Maybe it's true
or I could be insane ,
but this life could be as scary as a crashing plane .
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Falling Apart
Just when I thought my life was coming together
I realized it was just starting to fall apart .
All the pain in my head
was just begining to start .
It came through my ears
and went straight to my heart .
These sleepless nights are making me weary .
Everything I hear and see
is slowly getting dreary .
If only you could see clearly
the things that are slowly killing me
inside and out .
Without a doubt
These voices will not flee ..
I realized it was just starting to fall apart .
All the pain in my head
was just begining to start .
It came through my ears
and went straight to my heart .
These sleepless nights are making me weary .
Everything I hear and see
is slowly getting dreary .
If only you could see clearly
the things that are slowly killing me
inside and out .
Without a doubt
These voices will not flee ..
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Lonesome
The worst is over now
or has it just begun ?
All I want to do is run
I am so lonesome
My only compainion...
never fucking mind.
I don't even have one
Nothing but my sorrow and pain
lurks beneath this fake smile of mine
They say one day I will gain
I say you fuckers are insane
or has it just begun ?
All I want to do is run
I am so lonesome
My only compainion...
never fucking mind.
I don't even have one
Nothing but my sorrow and pain
lurks beneath this fake smile of mine
They say one day I will gain
I say you fuckers are insane
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Pain With no Cause
Dive her car to the bridge
So far away, but you can hear her teeth cringe.
Running in circles in her head
As her children lay in bed.
One last thought of what once was
She knows the pain, but not the cause.
Slam her foot on the gas
All that is left is a c,ast
Where she sat in that car.
She openes her eyes one last time.
She is not alone at the bar.
She doesn't understand
How she made it so far.
But in reality, it is as if she is stuck in tar.
So far away, but you can hear her teeth cringe.
Running in circles in her head
As her children lay in bed.
One last thought of what once was
She knows the pain, but not the cause.
Slam her foot on the gas
All that is left is a c,ast
Where she sat in that car.
She openes her eyes one last time.
She is not alone at the bar.
She doesn't understand
How she made it so far.
But in reality, it is as if she is stuck in tar.
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welcome to my mind
Lately I have realized that I change around people so I know I will be accepted.
Rejection is what I fear.
Rejection is defined at my biggest fear.
All my life I've been so insecure, and yet I still am.
I believe no positive comment spoken by other and consumed by my ears .
I'm not who I intended to be.
When I look in the mirror mistakes are all I see.
All I wish is to be free
Break away and flee
Away from the trouble that has left me shaking, and barely able to breathe.
Sink my nails deeper into my skin.
I always loose; never win.
My luck is...
Rejection is what I fear.
Rejection is defined at my biggest fear.
All my life I've been so insecure, and yet I still am.
I believe no positive comment spoken by other and consumed by my ears .
I'm not who I intended to be.
When I look in the mirror mistakes are all I see.
All I wish is to be free
Break away and flee
Away from the trouble that has left me shaking, and barely able to breathe.
Sink my nails deeper into my skin.
I always loose; never win.
My luck is...
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Let Me Go
It gives me a thrill when I feel the pain
watch the last drops of blood flow down the drain.
Scribble out my reflection
wishing I could see perfection.
Shatter the glass
to be happy is all I ask.
Pick up a piece of what I broke
remembering the words I have spoke
So long ago
spoken quiet and slow.
Whatever you do;
first, please let me go.
watch the last drops of blood flow down the drain.
Scribble out my reflection
wishing I could see perfection.
Shatter the glass
to be happy is all I ask.
Pick up a piece of what I broke
remembering the words I have spoke
So long ago
spoken quiet and slow.
Whatever you do;
first, please let me go.
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Hiding
You want to silence me
Little do you know
my silence is my loudest scream.
It is like I'm sleeping
but you're in my dream.
You just refuse to leave;
stuck on my sleeve.
You give me the same pain that others beat into me.
I'm getting so numb
why can't you see?
You're causing me trauma;
forcing my emotions to eat me alive
I have died inside
Or maybe I just like to hide.
Little do you know
my silence is my loudest scream.
It is like I'm sleeping
but you're in my dream.
You just refuse to leave;
stuck on my sleeve.
You give me the same pain that others beat into me.
I'm getting so numb
why can't you see?
You're causing me trauma;
forcing my emotions to eat me alive
I have died inside
Or maybe I just like to hide.
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What Life Is
Life is too short; live each day at a time.
You ever know what the next day may hold.
You never know what the nights may hold.
Sometimes we take things to easily.
We hold grudges, and forget to forgive.
We hurt those who we love.
We hurt those who we care about.
Never sleep hurting.
Never let the sun set angry.
All the time we spend hating and hurting,
we should be spending smiling and loving.
You ever know what the next day may hold.
You never know what the nights may hold.
Sometimes we take things to easily.
We hold grudges, and forget to forgive.
We hurt those who we love.
We hurt those who we care about.
Never sleep hurting.
Never let the sun set angry.
All the time we spend hating and hurting,
we should be spending smiling and loving.
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Maybe I'll Shine
Tie a brick to my ankel,
Push me in,
Watch me drown.
But first, kick my teeth in.
Make me suffer as if I deserve it.
Leave my throat with one little slit,
Cut my mouth from ear to ear,
Let my blood slpatter everywhere.
Beat me up as if no one cares.
Watch me suffer.
Save me from mysef.
I am keeping myelf captive in this body of mine.
Let me die, and mabe I will shine..
Push me in,
Watch me drown.
But first, kick my teeth in.
Make me suffer as if I deserve it.
Leave my throat with one little slit,
Cut my mouth from ear to ear,
Let my blood slpatter everywhere.
Beat me up as if no one cares.
Watch me suffer.
Save me from mysef.
I am keeping myelf captive in this body of mine.
Let me die, and mabe I will shine..
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My View
This perdurable darkness is starting to show it's impact on me.
I am being flooded with emotion as if suffering from pneumonia.
I try to pull it together in words, but it is just not the same.
I am dying on the inside, and I'm the only one to blame.
My discerning judgement seems to mean not a thing.
Nothing, but he proof of happiness will change my view on if the bird truly sings.
I am being flooded with emotion as if suffering from pneumonia.
I try to pull it together in words, but it is just not the same.
I am dying on the inside, and I'm the only one to blame.
My discerning judgement seems to mean not a thing.
Nothing, but he proof of happiness will change my view on if the bird truly sings.
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A new beginning.
I can't find it.
I have been searching for decades.
This dark life is starting to bring me down.
When will the light make itself visible?
Is there even such thing in this cold, dark world?
Sometimes I wonder if death would be better, or equal to the tragedy that is life.
I can't see a thing.
Am I better off this way?
Feeling has left my body.
What am I becoming?
A hollow shell of what once was?
I just want to find the end.
Or should I say; A new beginning.
I have been searching for decades.
This dark life is starting to bring me down.
When will the light make itself visible?
Is there even such thing in this cold, dark world?
Sometimes I wonder if death would be better, or equal to the tragedy that is life.
I can't see a thing.
Am I better off this way?
Feeling has left my body.
What am I becoming?
A hollow shell of what once was?
I just want to find the end.
Or should I say; A new beginning.
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