Submissions by 666gothchick (Paulina Dionne)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
strange poems for a rather strange person! plagiarists beware ...i will hit you with THE BOOK OF RAGE!!!
so black
why is it so black?
why is it so hard to see?
why do you let me suffer?
won't you set me free?
where the shadows lead
would you be there?
where its not so black
is there light somewhere?
could you walk upon the water?
when a flood reaches for you?
or would you drown in sorrow?
is there anything i can do?
if i gave you the key
to unlock the dark
would you fight through the black?
or would youshredup my heart?
if there is no light
would you then use my fire?
or would you carry the torch for me?
and...
why is it so hard to see?
why do you let me suffer?
won't you set me free?
where the shadows lead
would you be there?
where its not so black
is there light somewhere?
could you walk upon the water?
when a flood reaches for you?
or would you drown in sorrow?
is there anything i can do?
if i gave you the key
to unlock the dark
would you fight through the black?
or would youshredup my heart?
if there is no light
would you then use my fire?
or would you carry the torch for me?
and...
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crazy tears
ive tried for so long
ive tried to get rid of the pain
walking away
away from facing it again
imwondering why
why im feeling so blue
im crazy because
crazy for loving you
im crazy for crying
im crazy for trying
and im crazy for falling for you
i keep saying its the last time
the time you can hurt me
but i cant face it
face you leaving me be
you stole my heart
you stole my mind
are you hearing me
i want you to be left behind
im crazy for crying
too crazy for dying ...
ive tried to get rid of the pain
walking away
away from facing it again
imwondering why
why im feeling so blue
im crazy because
crazy for loving you
im crazy for crying
im crazy for trying
and im crazy for falling for you
i keep saying its the last time
the time you can hurt me
but i cant face it
face you leaving me be
you stole my heart
you stole my mind
are you hearing me
i want you to be left behind
im crazy for crying
too crazy for dying ...
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In pandemonium
We have to talk things through
as tomorrow seems so far away
unless we want to lie in yesterday's grave
we have to make what we can of today
our truth can set us both free
or our souls will be buried in pandemonium
its important to look into the light
and the hope that is shone
we only see ourselves in a dream
still believing in that spark
ashamed in the shattered love
trying to avoid the dark
sealing everything with a false smile
only to drain the anger and grief
trying to shadow thejealousy and greed ...
as tomorrow seems so far away
unless we want to lie in yesterday's grave
we have to make what we can of today
our truth can set us both free
or our souls will be buried in pandemonium
its important to look into the light
and the hope that is shone
we only see ourselves in a dream
still believing in that spark
ashamed in the shattered love
trying to avoid the dark
sealing everything with a false smile
only to drain the anger and grief
trying to shadow thejealousy and greed ...
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the sea of stars
As i lay calmly
i close my eyes
take a calm deep breath
i say my goodbyes
staring into the raven skies
watching the moon
seeing itscrescent glow
not wanting to come back so soon
watching the stars
so far yet so close
see them shining likediamonds
im starting to wounder where my mind goes
as i watch the sea of stars
sparkling and shining
over my troubles and fears
my dreams slowly combining
i lay in my room
staring up to the sky saying:
'where the fuck is the ceiling!'
i close my eyes
take a calm deep breath
i say my goodbyes
staring into the raven skies
watching the moon
seeing itscrescent glow
not wanting to come back so soon
watching the stars
so far yet so close
see them shining likediamonds
im starting to wounder where my mind goes
as i watch the sea of stars
sparkling and shining
over my troubles and fears
my dreams slowly combining
i lay in my room
staring up to the sky saying:
'where the fuck is the ceiling!'
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My grandad Pete
Oh how i love my grandad Pete
always likes to dance and sing
always making jokes
always happy to do anything
he might not be the best looking man
with his two yellow teeth
and scruffy beard
but after all its what lies beneath
he also dresses rather funny
with his trousers right up to his neck
and his socks pulled right up
i would always laugh and say' what a right wreck!'
my nan always complains
she always says a tramp would be better looking
even though hes good at gardening
i think my nan should always do the cooking...
always likes to dance and sing
always making jokes
always happy to do anything
he might not be the best looking man
with his two yellow teeth
and scruffy beard
but after all its what lies beneath
he also dresses rather funny
with his trousers right up to his neck
and his socks pulled right up
i would always laugh and say' what a right wreck!'
my nan always complains
she always says a tramp would be better looking
even though hes good at gardening
i think my nan should always do the cooking...
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The lonely prayer of love
who wants this ode of cruelty?
only to be buried
thats so much wasted hearts
in the end we all plea for mercy
not to take that bullet in the head
as it seperates me and you
so lets get the coffin
and the two hearts
lets say a few prayers
to the god whos deaf and blind
hold on tight say a few words
or ask a question why
even if no ones listening
only to be buried
thats so much wasted hearts
in the end we all plea for mercy
not to take that bullet in the head
as it seperates me and you
so lets get the coffin
and the two hearts
lets say a few prayers
to the god whos deaf and blind
hold on tight say a few words
or ask a question why
even if no ones listening
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escape
The weight that crushes my shoulders
is known as a burden
i think its something you should know
and your heart should be safe kept
but when i hid a secret so terrible
when you cry a river i feel is presence
but you cannot feel as mine has run dry
i try to never hurt you
but a cold heart is a dead heart
and i have seen anything so black
when you bury me with your tears
you then rescue me with you smile
but then to drain my scarred soul
and crush me with your burden
no matter how i tame that flame
yourpresence fades to...
is known as a burden
i think its something you should know
and your heart should be safe kept
but when i hid a secret so terrible
when you cry a river i feel is presence
but you cannot feel as mine has run dry
i try to never hurt you
but a cold heart is a dead heart
and i have seen anything so black
when you bury me with your tears
you then rescue me with you smile
but then to drain my scarred soul
and crush me with your burden
no matter how i tame that flame
yourpresence fades to...
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happiness kills slowly with cyanide
To tear eachother apart
is hard at the start to the finnish
i should have known
its hard to stop
our souls are covered in lies
the coverage of love
even the sweetest thing can cry
and can be uncaring like hell
only me and you are doomed
my shadow is blind
im forever in the dark
i am dead to you
all lies are true to you
put the blame on me
to cover up yourmonstrous soul
that is too close to my heart
the darkness is empty
thats where i made my home
from that corpse of love i want
to be underneath...
is hard at the start to the finnish
i should have known
its hard to stop
our souls are covered in lies
the coverage of love
even the sweetest thing can cry
and can be uncaring like hell
only me and you are doomed
my shadow is blind
im forever in the dark
i am dead to you
all lies are true to you
put the blame on me
to cover up yourmonstrous soul
that is too close to my heart
the darkness is empty
thats where i made my home
from that corpse of love i want
to be underneath...
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tired love
the keys are hidden
to my heart
im not wanting the pain
not wanting the feel of war
in both of our hearts
we have that feel of despair
and have that sweet-talking
as we go on sleepwalking
past this tired love
all is lost in this war
the only thing we can do
is lock our hearts away
but in the end
we open them up to the saddest songs
and close our eyes
and wail our tired love
i painted a picture with my mind
with my crimson flow
i let your true colours show
but now i give up, i cant paint you...
to my heart
im not wanting the pain
not wanting the feel of war
in both of our hearts
we have that feel of despair
and have that sweet-talking
as we go on sleepwalking
past this tired love
all is lost in this war
the only thing we can do
is lock our hearts away
but in the end
we open them up to the saddest songs
and close our eyes
and wail our tired love
i painted a picture with my mind
with my crimson flow
i let your true colours show
but now i give up, i cant paint you...
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Bleed well my darling

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a tune or a suicide note?
oh dark one can you rebuild me?
as i step out of light
when i say my goodbye can youstrengthenme?
deep misery make things alright
i hide my scars underneath the arms of rain
not thinking about tomorrow
when i say goodbye can i be forgiven?
or will i drown in my own sorrow?
I will heal my wounds with grief
while i think of you
and as i weep myself alive
only i can see whats true
only when i die inside
a tune and suicide collide
only death and me are tied
at least i didn't lie
as i step out of light
when i say my goodbye can youstrengthenme?
deep misery make things alright
i hide my scars underneath the arms of rain
not thinking about tomorrow
when i say goodbye can i be forgiven?
or will i drown in my own sorrow?
I will heal my wounds with grief
while i think of you
and as i weep myself alive
only i can see whats true
only when i die inside
a tune and suicide collide
only death and me are tied
at least i didn't lie
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shadow kiss
death frees the fear of dying its true
no need to tear
it comes to everyone at a time
dont worry my dear
by shedding our tears
it blinds my sight
and yours too
confusion seperates us from light
im reaching out for you
feeling the pain you left me with
we drown in a kiss so poisonous
its death we want to give
i'll reach out for your shadow
when your not here
im not happy to be without you
i'll hold on dear
when i look into your eyes
my fears seem to go on by
kiss my fears goodbye
dear shadow.......
no need to tear
it comes to everyone at a time
dont worry my dear
by shedding our tears
it blinds my sight
and yours too
confusion seperates us from light
im reaching out for you
feeling the pain you left me with
we drown in a kiss so poisonous
its death we want to give
i'll reach out for your shadow
when your not here
im not happy to be without you
i'll hold on dear
when i look into your eyes
my fears seem to go on by
kiss my fears goodbye
dear shadow.......
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