Submissions by 4lic3666 (Alyce)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write about things that I either take an interest in or that i've experienced in my life.
DARK POEM
Published
31st Aug 2011 8:46am
31st Aug 2011 8:46am
My Personal Drug
I see the blood
It’s really deep
I no longer do this for fun
I just want to weep
Blade on skin
It’s like a drug
Try to purge a sin with a sin
And not dirty the rug
Once it’s all over
Watching the red seep into a towel
I feel my blood pressure drop lower
The stench of blood fouls
The air
I pull the towel away to look at my handiwork
My silent screams of: life isn’t fair
And protests for people to seriously look
At me and see me for who I am
So what started me down this delicate path?
It wasn’t any normal type of bedlam...
It’s really deep
I no longer do this for fun
I just want to weep
Blade on skin
It’s like a drug
Try to purge a sin with a sin
And not dirty the rug
Once it’s all over
Watching the red seep into a towel
I feel my blood pressure drop lower
The stench of blood fouls
The air
I pull the towel away to look at my handiwork
My silent screams of: life isn’t fair
And protests for people to seriously look
At me and see me for who I am
So what started me down this delicate path?
It wasn’t any normal type of bedlam...
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Aug 2011 9:34am
25th Aug 2011 9:34am
The Good Side of me
The good side is the one that you’ll always see
Too nice to even harm a flea
A backbone is something I do lack
Crumbling at the first hint of attack
I’m the side that stops some of the other’s out bursts
Since I wish to think the situation over first
I’m the kinder part
I’ve been with you from the start
I wish the dark side had never made herself noticed
For ever since then she’s been my primary focus
My main job is to make sure that you’ll do good in school
Forget about looking sluty or being cool
Piercings and tats?
Who needs all of that...
Too nice to even harm a flea
A backbone is something I do lack
Crumbling at the first hint of attack
I’m the side that stops some of the other’s out bursts
Since I wish to think the situation over first
I’m the kinder part
I’ve been with you from the start
I wish the dark side had never made herself noticed
For ever since then she’s been my primary focus
My main job is to make sure that you’ll do good in school
Forget about looking sluty or being cool
Piercings and tats?
Who needs all of that...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Jul 2011 5:25am
24th Jul 2011 5:25am
Adam, This One’s For You
Heart- broken hatred, that’s all I feel,
Still I always knew that he wasn’t a steal.
He use to belong to that whore.
I should know by now that sex is all that her EXs look for.
Why the fuck did I get with him?
Because I wanted to see if she would win?
Ha! That’s wishful thinking!
The good me feels her heart breaking.
“How could he do this to me?” she cries out and pleas.
While the other part just wants to seize
Him by the throat.
Make him vote:
It’s either me or her, that whore,
But I must caution choose wisely, you don’t wanta know what I...
Still I always knew that he wasn’t a steal.
He use to belong to that whore.
I should know by now that sex is all that her EXs look for.
Why the fuck did I get with him?
Because I wanted to see if she would win?
Ha! That’s wishful thinking!
The good me feels her heart breaking.
“How could he do this to me?” she cries out and pleas.
While the other part just wants to seize
Him by the throat.
Make him vote:
It’s either me or her, that whore,
But I must caution choose wisely, you don’t wanta know what I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Jul 2011 5:20am
24th Jul 2011 5:20am
Don’t worry, It’s Just A Crush
We shared our day
And had our fun
It’s now a little sad to say
That it’s all “said and done”
Is it too cruel to say that I used you
And that I have no regrets?
After all I can’t help remembering that you’ve used me too.
Now I’m just repaying that debt.
But from these thoughts I digress.
There’s something I feel of dire need to confess.
I seriously like you, Jordy.
(Oh I know isn’t it just lovely?)
But it’s okay. I know that you don’t feel the same.
And if I ever DO let you read this, I’m sorry rash thinking is to blame.
Why do you think...
And had our fun
It’s now a little sad to say
That it’s all “said and done”
Is it too cruel to say that I used you
And that I have no regrets?
After all I can’t help remembering that you’ve used me too.
Now I’m just repaying that debt.
But from these thoughts I digress.
There’s something I feel of dire need to confess.
I seriously like you, Jordy.
(Oh I know isn’t it just lovely?)
But it’s okay. I know that you don’t feel the same.
And if I ever DO let you read this, I’m sorry rash thinking is to blame.
Why do you think...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Jul 2011 5:07am
18th Jul 2011 5:07am
Whores Have To Stick Together
It can happen in a year, month, hell, even a day.
Still I knew that’s how you play
You’re about as good at kissing ass
As you are at being trash.
You pretended to be my “friend”
That is until that bitch’s ass came in.
She attracted you likegossip to asalon.
Hunny, you didn’t just run
You took flight
But, oh well, whores have to stick together, right?
Still I knew that’s how you play
You’re about as good at kissing ass
As you are at being trash.
You pretended to be my “friend”
That is until that bitch’s ass came in.
She attracted you likegossip to asalon.
Hunny, you didn’t just run
You took flight
But, oh well, whores have to stick together, right?
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Jul 2011 5:04am
18th Jul 2011 5:04am
And You Say I’m Racist
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Jul 2011 4:15am
6th Jul 2011 4:15am
I Want You Back
No matter how much I wanted that love to last
I’ve realized that I can’t dwell on the past
For it seems that you didn’t have any compassion
About how I felt
You see at one time you made my heart melt
But that was before the new you went away
And the old you came back to play
You ripped out my heart
Tore it apart
You seemed to like that
As my heart sat
And watched its wound grow wider
As I saw the truth come out of a damn good liar
Then I started to cut
Using it as a crutch to keep my emotions shut
Down
But all it really did was...
I’ve realized that I can’t dwell on the past
For it seems that you didn’t have any compassion
About how I felt
You see at one time you made my heart melt
But that was before the new you went away
And the old you came back to play
You ripped out my heart
Tore it apart
You seemed to like that
As my heart sat
And watched its wound grow wider
As I saw the truth come out of a damn good liar
Then I started to cut
Using it as a crutch to keep my emotions shut
Down
But all it really did was...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Jul 2011 3:56am
6th Jul 2011 3:56am
Why I Chose to Blow Myself Away
Dear Mom, Grandma, and Jenny,
When you read this you’ll know that I’m already dead.
Don’t worry. It wasn’t your fault.
How would you know that my heart felt weighted with lead?
Or that my emotions where in total tumult?
It wasn’t your fault that the pressure to be ‘perfect’ got to me.
And when people bullied and teased
I never let you see the affect that it had on me.
You just accepted the lies that I told you as I breezed
Through your numerous questions about school and my life.
You’re probably crying now and that’s okay,
As long as you...
When you read this you’ll know that I’m already dead.
Don’t worry. It wasn’t your fault.
How would you know that my heart felt weighted with lead?
Or that my emotions where in total tumult?
It wasn’t your fault that the pressure to be ‘perfect’ got to me.
And when people bullied and teased
I never let you see the affect that it had on me.
You just accepted the lies that I told you as I breezed
Through your numerous questions about school and my life.
You’re probably crying now and that’s okay,
As long as you...
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2011 2:18am
2nd Jul 2011 2:18am
It’s Just Something That I Do
It’s just something that I do
If you where me you would too
I live a life of hell and pain
What I do is just a main
Way to take care of all of the pain
Still you view me as the same
You view me as quiet and shy
What a laugh
You’d say, “ Oh No! She’d never do that!”
Well I do and so what its nothing new
It’s just something that I do
If you where me you would too
I live a life of hell and pain
What I do is just a main
Way to take care of all of the pain
Still you view me as the same
You view me as quiet and shy
What a laugh
You’d say, “ Oh No! She’d never do that!”
Well I do and so what its nothing new
It’s just something that I do
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2011 2:15am
2nd Jul 2011 2:15am
Suicide
The plan was simple... kill myself
Who'd ever guess it wouldn't work out
So hereI lay in a hospital bed
My heart filled with nothing, but dread
Who would think something as simple as a butter knife
Could actually nearly take a precious life
Who'd ever guess it wouldn't work out
So hereI lay in a hospital bed
My heart filled with nothing, but dread
Who would think something as simple as a butter knife
Could actually nearly take a precious life
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Jun 2011 8:20am
29th Jun 2011 8:20am
To All of my “Friends”
To all of my “friends,”
I hope you succumb to all of my evil spells
As they send you to spend an eternity rotting in hell.
I offered friendliness to you all,
And you repaid me by showing how much you appall
Me.
Still that wasn’t the only thing that you did to me.
Oh, no! This would have never suited all of you!
After you guys “befriended” me, that’s when all of the names started to spew
Looser, slut, cutter, freak,
Emo, bitch, ugly, dumbass, geek
You said all of this without a bit of REAL info about me.
So what, if I DO cut? I have all of the...
I hope you succumb to all of my evil spells
As they send you to spend an eternity rotting in hell.
I offered friendliness to you all,
And you repaid me by showing how much you appall
Me.
Still that wasn’t the only thing that you did to me.
Oh, no! This would have never suited all of you!
After you guys “befriended” me, that’s when all of the names started to spew
Looser, slut, cutter, freak,
Emo, bitch, ugly, dumbass, geek
You said all of this without a bit of REAL info about me.
So what, if I DO cut? I have all of the...
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Jun 2011 8:12am
29th Jun 2011 8:12am
The Darker Side of Me
U won’t find me
I’m as cautious as a bee
With its stinger intact
Ready to attack
I’m the part of you that is ready to burst out
As cold as blood and just as proud
I’m the darker part of your soul
Heart and all
Still I’m a part of you
Just a little more brazen and a little more true
You know every time you wanted to cuss them out and scream?
That has been me trying to redeem
Everything that they stripped you of
Still there have been more times that I’ve shown myself, love
You know all of those times...
I’m as cautious as a bee
With its stinger intact
Ready to attack
I’m the part of you that is ready to burst out
As cold as blood and just as proud
I’m the darker part of your soul
Heart and all
Still I’m a part of you
Just a little more brazen and a little more true
You know every time you wanted to cuss them out and scream?
That has been me trying to redeem
Everything that they stripped you of
Still there have been more times that I’ve shown myself, love
You know all of those times...
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