I wanna fly soHIGH

"Write an opem while under the influence
of anything.
(Aye don't be smart and write under influence of luv or something like that. Pick your poison and go wild!)

The more characteristic the mood, the better.

Have fun ^^" end quote

heres my take ~ Most of the time, this topic is not "fun". For some of us, this is a daily struggle.
My poison is whatever suits my mood...

Taste My Rainbow

The pink one is pretty,  
Its for me to forget
That awful vengeful night
The one I will forever regret

The blue one tastes awful
but wow the high is real
To try not to remember
all that was forced to feel

The red is for the demons
that caused the most pain
Those never go away
and then its another pill, again

The yellow is the best, its my most fave
makes me able to not think
Sometimes I take 2 of these
And wash them down with a drink

The purple and green make me mean
and the white makes it alright
to try and wake up the next day, and begin another losing fight....

90 Proof

Let me know
when you start
to feel the burn

The heat stings
yet feels so smooth
all the way down

Its hot in here, so hot
and the a/c has taken a shit
no fans in sight

As the ice melts my poison
I see you notice my sweat
as you lick your tainted lips

My perspiration is like
droplets of sin
secretly rolling over
every one of my curves

You start to lean in
towards me
and it makes my
90 proof blood
boil, flowing
straight to heaven....

RX

At first it all seems ok,
After surgery,to make your pain go away

Swallow one down and then maybe 2
Its ok, the RX said thats what you should do

Does it matter that my pain aint all that bad?
Seeing all those pills could never make me sad

Never explained that my pain comes from within
My last thought before popping 2 more was these things should be a sin

With eyes closed theres no reason to shout
Be loud and piss me off, I will yell get the fuck out!

Now Im angry and need it go away
Reach for that bottle baby, theres aint shit left to say

Once they melt by all the acids inside
The amazing high you feel is hard to hide

The real pain isnt gone and behold more than one refill
Feeling like cloud 9 exists one you swallow just 1 more pill

The pharmacy calls, your smile is oh so grand
Feeling like a kid with candy once they are in my hand

No reason to grab water, juice or a Coke
Chew up three dry, my habit aint no joke

Looking in the mirror when this bottles gone
Wondering if your Dr will remember your famous song

Making up some shit so they will put you through
The Dr. OK'd your script, Im all aglow, its true

And if anyone ask, yes Im in pain
And then this hellish nightmare will begin all over again

You didnt give a limit....I have a few

drinkinking the vodka that was meant to be hidden for tomorrow
getting ready to go to the grocery store
I'll snag a few beers as I make my round
at the grocery store

lost my normal when I found poetry


it’s tough to talk
like a normal asshole
when your skeleton
is the framework
around a poet struggling
& your skin
tries to hold it all in
but it cuts
its way out
a little at a time
& maybe scars are formed
from the inside


(yeah, opem)

           Crown of Cubes            

what escapes from you
drinking pail of a head?

and what shows of your body,
quite much yet dead?

so much so
so much so  

(that which decays in you,
decays me as well)

so much so
(oh how swell!)

perhaps it is that we perished
long ago

and are simply forgetting?
(oh no!)

Along the gothic architecture
of the years

We drank deep the acid air
and all but disappeared .

Flaked with the impalpable coals
of a dream,

Red sandstone flanked us
scrambling to see

of Arms and knees
thankless and lean

(sometimes i suspect it contagious
and mostly mean).

See When they staked him out,
When they beat him down, Suspect

With a stack of books in bookbags,
And nothing to espouse.

oh but A hat for head
or a head in the hands;

A head for hatness in hands
(For hatness and nothing else!)

i remember, briefly,
we brushed broad and sweetly shoulders,

maybe even we bumped sleeves
(My how dreamy now it seems ! )

in the coke-machine-slow-glow
your eyes were nearly stars

full as autumn leaves rolling smoke,
or all the pussy of an aftershow.

Now A crown of cubes
squares to the brow.

Now i learned new
and exotic frowns

To wear most dapperly,
oh most randy dandy dapperly about town .

We Must Be High

The people say we must be high,
They say we must be drunk,
but that's not the case today,
it's dancing that has us lit.

Any night is a good night
to step out and cut the rug.
Be the music live or DJ,
it's reason enough to dance.

Bring your smile,
that's all you'll need.
Keep it on, beam it bright,
we'll be dancing all the night

Be it contra, swing, or blues,
it's all a reason to live large.
Got the music in our veins
and the need to step in our feet.

Don't mind the ages,
disregard the genders,
dancing is what we want,
and that's what we'll do!

Back is hurting,
foot is throbbing,
can't feel the ache
with the balm of dance in place.

The room is spinning,
can't see straight,
but that's from dancing
and not any alcohol.

The night is ending soon,
completed with a slow blues.
No stimulants imbibed tonight
just you and I high on life.

I'll hold you close,
like your beau might do,
but it's all just in fun,
cause dance makes it so.

The people may say we must be high,
and I'll agree with them on that!
It's a natural lift of life
from the drug of dance!

4am......again.

My head and my heart are on the same side
but even together from this need they can't hide

It's nobody's fault, there's noone to blame
it's killing me inside this unimaginable shame

Why can't I stop, just stop playing the game
but night after night its always the same

I try to ignore it but the urge is so strong
I make the decision I know is so wrong

The deal is done I try not to seem keen,
The worst of me showing, my desperation is seen

I keep going back, can't leave it alone
I know when it's gone ill be back on the phone


The black starts to slowly take over my mind, paranoid and restless, no peace to find

It's stronger than me it has the control,
it overpowers my mind my heart and my soul

All over again, to bed far too late, I'll see you tomorrow for another "fun" date

Hours have passed in the blink of an eye, I beat myself up and begin to cry

It's happened again, I hate what I've done,it's not what I want .....IM NOT HAVING FUN.

Can you see?
Iced black skies and vibrancies
We could be
Colours tuning frequencies
Second song
Synergy
Eternal night
Nocturnal glee

Nova_north said:Can you see?
Iced black skies and vibrancies
We could be
Colours tuning frequencies
Second song
Synergy
Eternal night
Nocturnal glee

Owls fly at night
Wisdom souls
baking
truth
the aura
heats
the soul left

I can't find
myself


!

ratta tatta ratta tatta ratta tatta
yo bro
lit bit lets sit
it's our
show
I'm
david bowie
I do
ratta tatta ratta tatta ratta tatta
oh ha
on the bar

-x-

Im my next life

Troll

I'm coming back as a troll

Do you believe
in reincarnation?

I do
My next life I'm a troll
or maybe a stripper pole

I do
believe in reincarnation

check bro,
old macdonald, the farmer?
came back

As a fast food franchise!

the clown fish
Nemo

came back as no one

thats like a ghost

Wait!
Not a stripper pole
Not a troll

I'm coming back as
Catherine Zeta Jones
Cat

Fuck yeah!
I'll be a fat
Cat
staring at tits
& pussy
from my mat

I lost myself
I can't even find
me

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●•°○Ride The Wave○°•●
●•°○ Roll In, Roll Up°○°●
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Snow

I want to fly so high.
As the sky skin dipping
In that poisonous thing
Flipping the world around
Abroad I am aboard the
Ironic contradicting ironical
Sounds of snouts snow falling
Filling the feeling with joy
Until I realize this is Los Angeles.

Dropped
a bag down
opened
the tequila
Knocked it
right outta
the bottle
Got lazy
stopped making lines
just strawed
right outta
the bag
poured the
liquor straight
down the throat
with out a glass
my cock got
that lonley
tingly feel
Slapped some
KY jelly at it
buttered the
lonely hanger
up
a few times
spilled the seed
on the floor
three or four
times, maybe more

Now I have
hangovers
and
a cock that's
fuck
        sore

;)