In A Name

The Struggle Of Me

Had I only the courage
A hand steadier than this
Never failing to end this ache
Never failing at all
And leaving me with a strong grip
Handling my pain every day I wake

Love is around me I’m told
Over my shoulder
Under my bed when I’m scared
Inside my mind when I’m confused
So why can I not see it
Every time I need it and I’m laid bare

Why I struggle
How I can find such a thing difficult
I just don’t know
To tell the truth through hurting eyes
Each effort is a knock to my heart
Leaving me unsheltered
Either by my close ones or the distant
Yet they continue to tell me otherwise

Mildly neurotic but always
Intense
Kindness
Is central to All that is
ME
Occasionally high
on
Nothing but the sweet joy
Discovered
Amid
Nocturnal
Cohesiveness
Enlightened by
Rhymes

and All that is written :-)

Me Myself And I

Everlasting love is what I yearn for
Right around the corner is where I hope to find it's door
Intrigued by the craving for something I have never had
Never is the key word here...Am I really all that bad

Entertaining the thought of always being alone
Loathing the idea of an empty home
Intense is my desire to have someone to love me
Zapp, it gets shot down before he even knows me
Again here I sit frustrated and tired
Beginning to wonder now if all men are liars
Endings some say are only to start new beginnings
To this I respond with, Where Is My...
Happy Ending

P is for Passive
R is for Righteous
A is for Athletic
V is for Victorious
U is for Utmost
S is for Silly

Lonely
Again
Really?
Ruined
Youth?

Just
Oppressed,
Hurt,
Neglected,
Stressed
Over
Nothing!

Soul
Under
Pressure.
Heavy
On
My
Ego.
But
Overall
Indestructable.

A is for always there for you when no one else is.
L is for for the lies ill tell you, just so you move on
E is for the energy i have even when i dont want to be alive
E is for easy, i just want to feel wanted
N is for nuisance, witch i always feel like i am
A is for art, without i wouldn't be here

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G-Grateful for what I have today is my hope
L-Love for everyone even those I want to hate is my desire
Y_Yearning to have peace in a world gone mad
N-Needful for a rightous purpose in this life
I-Isolation is a must while I
S-Seek to hear for Spirit

" S K Y L E R "

Soilder of midnight

with eyes like the fall on alice's way down -
dark, scary and painful, complete with a beautiful landing.
eyes that clutch the image of isolation, lonliness, and silence - the sound behind a soul made of tears.
the sound before existence.
the sound after crimson confetti is blown into his vision,
into the air he breathes.

Killer instincts

detached of rage,
he easily kills the tyrant bitch upon her throne with a daring love -
two of self mutilation, caring sacrifices, and a soon sweet absence -
an action that wounds.
flesh frenzy !

Yearning

to find peace in the world surrounding and a mind constructed to be insane, he escapes the thoughts through the mouth of his angel, searching for healing words to shoot up his veins so it can settle at the depth of his heart.

Love

is over his shoulder,
and a life painted with beauty that would leave you in awe.
but he abides in a mixture of white and black.
good and bad -
a toxic gray,
where blood used to be the rescue.
where shiny metal was used to sort out the colors causing dullness,
and cut off the heavy hands on his chest.

Exposed

now,
the ties of depression has got his emo showing.
binded to the scars -
testimony to moments of hatred -
bad memories of a sulking,
bloody chasm.

Revealed.

revealed and fading -
the hungry, clawing beast within the chasm.
He's tired and ready -
ready for dawn to break.
I think he's done with fighting the long nights.

(Something I wrote for my friend Skyler(;

Just a string of letters
All put together
Couldn't fit me any better
Quite honestly I'd say its way too long
Unknown reasons why this I am called
Evenly a nice set of ten letters
Lined up perfectly combined
In all types of font
Never can be taken away because its
Endlessly my name

Mellow, I am not.
Excited quite a lot.
Love unconditionally.
Inspiration's what I see.
Smilie, sweet, and touchy feely.
Sensitive and also silly.
Angelic, hardly, but I'm trying.

This is me, there's no denying.

Fish Cake
F is for Fiend, which i am
I is for Insignifagant, taht is my life
S is for the Soul i never had
H is for Heart, the thing i Hate

C is for Courtisy, don't got it
A is for Apathetic, thats me
K is for Kidness, thats something no one has
E is for Emotions, i locked mine away and threw away the key

Of course I wouldn't recommend it. It's
Pitch black outside
Honey. Don't go searching for me for
I know Im never
Ever to be found.

Cutie
Unloved
Tearful
Impressive
Elegant

Killing
Intelligence
Tonight
Tomorrow
Yes, and FOREVER!