5/7/15

5/7/15

Fuck!
Thank fuck I am clean!
Thank fuck I am surrounded by love when I feel so much fucking hurt!
I will learn to love my fucking house again without seeing your memories in every room!
This house will feel like mine and Bailey's fucking home again!
The smell of you In my room will go and i will be able to sleep in my fucking bed again!
My tears will fucking dry!
My heart wil fucking calm and heal!
My head will slow and fucking replace these manic thoughts with new happy memories!  
I will fucking get through this and I will fucking grow and I will be fucking happy again!
Fuck you!