What, Why,  When ?

 and i heard the flock of birds sing
cheers, laughter and wedding bells ring......
screeching of cars in the dead of night
the uplands tavern all so bright......
on cobble stone i leave foot prints fine
washing away the rain existence mine......
who am i ...to myself i  ask
reasoning my life, what is my task......
what do i desire
silent nights or blazing fire.....
why do i not cheer
what is the hidden fear......
when will i, in her, arms rest
to live life at its best......
when shall it shine
days of joy and her love fine......