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Writing This Poem With Tears In My Eyes
I’m Writing This Poems With Tears In My Eyes
Because I’m Holding So Much Shit Inside
Waking Up Every Day Pretending To Be Happy
With Nobody Knowing That I Want To Die
Trying To Find Ways To Get Over My Past
But Nothing Is Helping But Thinking Of Suicide
Wondering Why Did I Get Picked On
Was It Because I’m Ugly
I Didn’t Want To Look The Way I Do
The Black Sheep In The Family
So I Stick To Background
Unheard & Not Seen
Until I Cry
Cry My Heart Out Till I Fall Asleep Every Night
Wondering When Is GOD Going To Take Me Away
I’m Sorry & Think About How I Wish
Wish I Can Start All Over & Not Make The Same Mistakes
I Am A Mistake
I Feel Like I was Born
Born To Be The Worlds Punching Bag
So I Give People Something To Talk About
Whether It’s Still My Looks Or Attitude
When It Comes To Love
I Get Attached Too Quickly & Push The Men Away
Wondering When My Emotions Are Going To Change
I Am Tired Of Seeing The Same Thing & Reacting On It
I Am A Hopeless Romantic Who Will Never Find Love
I Wish I Can Go Back & Make Things Right With Them
But My Life Is Screwed Up
Because I Am Screwed Up
The Only Person I Felt Like That Loved Me
Left Me To Fend For Myself In This World On My Own
Constantly Being Depressed & Staying Strong In Front Of People
Without Any Of Them Knowing That I Cry & Hurt
Almost Every Night Or When I’m Alone
This Life Hurts My Heart Hurts…My Mind Hurts
Invisible Scars That Will Soon Become Visible
Thinking About Cutting Myself To Help Relieve The Pain
I Am Physically & Emotionally Drained
From The Past, To Friends, To Guys I Like, To Dealing With Death
It All Makes Me Think That The World Would Be A Better Place
But Only If I Kill Myself
Thinking About It Every Night
I Cry
Because I Feel As Though It Is The Truth
Would The World & The People I Came Across Really Be Happy
If They Heard That I Am No Longer Alive
At Least They Won’t Have To Deal With My Clingy
Emotional Dramatic Falling Easy For Men Ass
I Know The World Would Rejoice In Happiness
So I Cry
Cry So Damn Hard
Cause I’m Not Strong Enough To Do This World One Favor
I Thought About Killing Myself In Multiple Ways
While In Hiding So No One Will Find Me
But I’m Just Not That Strong Enough To Do It
Or Is Death What I Really Want
So I’m Writing This Poem With Tears In My Eyes
As Tears Fall On This Paper I Am Writing
Wishing & Hoping Things Will For Once Turn Around
But Until Then I Will Think
Think About How I Can Finally Stop Writing This Poem With Tears In My Eyes
Because I’m Holding So Much Shit Inside
Waking Up Every Day Pretending To Be Happy
With Nobody Knowing That I Want To Die
Trying To Find Ways To Get Over My Past
But Nothing Is Helping But Thinking Of Suicide
Wondering Why Did I Get Picked On
Was It Because I’m Ugly
I Didn’t Want To Look The Way I Do
The Black Sheep In The Family
So I Stick To Background
Unheard & Not Seen
Until I Cry
Cry My Heart Out Till I Fall Asleep Every Night
Wondering When Is GOD Going To Take Me Away
I’m Sorry & Think About How I Wish
Wish I Can Start All Over & Not Make The Same Mistakes
I Am A Mistake
I Feel Like I was Born
Born To Be The Worlds Punching Bag
So I Give People Something To Talk About
Whether It’s Still My Looks Or Attitude
When It Comes To Love
I Get Attached Too Quickly & Push The Men Away
Wondering When My Emotions Are Going To Change
I Am Tired Of Seeing The Same Thing & Reacting On It
I Am A Hopeless Romantic Who Will Never Find Love
I Wish I Can Go Back & Make Things Right With Them
But My Life Is Screwed Up
Because I Am Screwed Up
The Only Person I Felt Like That Loved Me
Left Me To Fend For Myself In This World On My Own
Constantly Being Depressed & Staying Strong In Front Of People
Without Any Of Them Knowing That I Cry & Hurt
Almost Every Night Or When I’m Alone
This Life Hurts My Heart Hurts…My Mind Hurts
Invisible Scars That Will Soon Become Visible
Thinking About Cutting Myself To Help Relieve The Pain
I Am Physically & Emotionally Drained
From The Past, To Friends, To Guys I Like, To Dealing With Death
It All Makes Me Think That The World Would Be A Better Place
But Only If I Kill Myself
Thinking About It Every Night
I Cry
Because I Feel As Though It Is The Truth
Would The World & The People I Came Across Really Be Happy
If They Heard That I Am No Longer Alive
At Least They Won’t Have To Deal With My Clingy
Emotional Dramatic Falling Easy For Men Ass
I Know The World Would Rejoice In Happiness
So I Cry
Cry So Damn Hard
Cause I’m Not Strong Enough To Do This World One Favor
I Thought About Killing Myself In Multiple Ways
While In Hiding So No One Will Find Me
But I’m Just Not That Strong Enough To Do It
Or Is Death What I Really Want
So I’m Writing This Poem With Tears In My Eyes
As Tears Fall On This Paper I Am Writing
Wishing & Hoping Things Will For Once Turn Around
But Until Then I Will Think
Think About How I Can Finally Stop Writing This Poem With Tears In My Eyes
Published 29th Apr 2014
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