Closed Casket

[font=Times New Roman][font=Lucida Sans Unicode,Lucida Grande]I’m Staring Into Darkness Trapped In This Casket
Laying Here Wondering How Could I Let This Happen
Tired Of People Making Me Feel Like I’m Not Wanted
Tired Of Looking Into My Past Feeling Like I’m Being Haunted
Always The Ugly One Out Of All Of My Family
Soon I Started To Hate My Body
Let’s Take It Up A Notch So You Can Feel The Heat
Never Having Anyone That Can Say They Actually Loved Being With Me
Because I Know I Would Just Be An Embarrassment
So Stuck On Being Picked On I Feel So Much Hatred
Not Knowing What To Do So I Picked On Myself
Not Knowing That Depression Would Keep Building Likes Books On A Shelf
While Other People Could Rely On Multiple Things
I Can Only Rely On One Thing Only Which Is My Brain
Let’s Take It Up A Notch So You Can Feel The Fire Burning
All These People At My Funeral Didn’t Know I Was Hurting
While Only A Few Really Knew What Was Going On In My Life
But Very Few Only Knew That I Wanted To Die
The Only Thing The People At My Funeral Know Is That I Always Had A Smile
I Bet You None Of Them Knew That My Smile Was Just A Disguise
None Of Them Knowing That I Was In My Room Trying To Cut Myself A Few Times
Planning Ways To Try To Kill Myself In Places To Hide
But Trying To Stick It Out When Things Only Got Worst
I Seriously Thought GOD Hated Me So Much
Keeping Things To Myself Just Didn’t Make It Better
But At The End Of Day I Knew No One Could Be There
Let’s Go To The Final Stage Where I Will Finally Perish
Gun Shot To The Head & I Hear No More Screaming
Finally Resting In Peace For All Those That Wanted It
Laying In A Red Sea Of My Blood Cause I Caused It
& Dark[/font]ness Forever Covered Me After Like I’m T[/font]rapped In A Closet
Laying In Darkness Stuck In This Closed Casket