Submissions by dollfacesel

I lay awake all night
Tossing turning as the morning hours approach
1,2,3...
Recalling past memories- some nights i learn to shrug it off- escape into a world of fantasy where everything is set in place including you & me...
Meditate or smoke a bowl anything to get me in the zone
Things might never be the same but I've grown, moving from home to home
Waiting for the day i can really call a place my home- loner pretty girl free spirit
Ill take it all
Twist & turn ill never fall
Take a turn ill make the call
Sleepless nights laying awake with...

I used to be sad empty lonely
There was no void to fill because I lacked any type of emotion
Or feeling within me
I blamed it on you- but I let you do it time and time again
Do I blame myself? NO
For there isn’t anyone to blame

I use this time to find me
To explore the inner parts of my soul
Layer through layer I go
Its amazing how much I’ve grown how much solitude
Can do for the soul

Life is fucking lit
From those moments of wanting to commit suicide to
To wanting to be sky-high
Sometimes I’m lonely on the inside wanting yearning for a connection
With someone other than myself

I pick myself back up & remember that no one can take me away from me
I guess I’ll be the greatest love of my life, take it for what it is,
Yearning for a connection possibly in another dimension
Light years & light years away from here I’ll find you

Until than…. at least I’ve found myself