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The person I am is like a big kid locked inside a cell every once in a while reaching out my hand to hold on to something but let go in disappointment. Doing things that are self destructive because i forget what it's like to share emotion outwardly acting like i don't care but on the inside im scared and crying... Fun, good sense of humor, deep thinker, creative, passionate, playful, dreamer, with hints of macabre morbidity sprinkled through out! On the dark side of me im manipulative, and deviant, and filled with malice and rage!