I don't think I could ever live with either a man or a woman for a long time. Male and female are attractive to my mind, but when it comes to the sexual act I am afraid. In every situation I need a lot of stimulation before I am conquered by the forces of passion and lust. But confusion, before and after, is the dominant factor.
I dreamed many times about a mature man with experience who would have the vigour of a boy but an adult's polished methods. Strangely enough, I also dreamed about women of my mother's age who were ideal lovers. These dreams came superimposed on one another....
There is a chance to transform step from the shadows into the light expressing self without regard for expectations of the world presenting boldness in the act while affirming humanity the underlying has not changed even while the surface strays
the natal form may please the eye say the spectator on the outside please remember this is a lie to the one that must reside a choice is made to walk the path invoking rainbows along the way arches that bend the light with promises of golden pots