Girls

I never though I'm into girls  
Until that dumb Billie Eilish song  
Until I watched my friend too long  
And wanted to be hers  
 
I never thought I'd fall  
For my ex-best friends ex  
For the beauty of my sex  
Just to be crushed against a wall  
 
Being "cool" is just the same as nice  
And I wanted you for every price  
Wanted to change just to get a happy-end  
 
But you said no and that's okay  
Now I feel bad because I'm gay  
And after all, we just remain "friends"