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the lies we tell
The lies we tell
I drink half a bottle of red wine
In the evening.
The wine I drink is expensive
The bottle cost 6 euros.
I only buy half a bottle
Should I buy a full one
I will drink it all
And feel bad about my lack
Of willpower.
I see my cardiologist
3 times a year
And stay sober a week before I see her
I know she will ask
If I drink
I can look her squarely in the eyes
And say, No doctor.
I drink half a bottle of red wine
In the evening.
The wine I drink is expensive
The bottle cost 6 euros.
I only buy half a bottle
Should I buy a full one
I will drink it all
And feel bad about my lack
Of willpower.
I see my cardiologist
3 times a year
And stay sober a week before I see her
I know she will ask
If I drink
I can look her squarely in the eyes
And say, No doctor.
#SelfHarm
#addiction
#disability
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1 Comment
the lies we tell
The lies we tell
I drink half a bottle of red wine
In the evening.
The wine I drink is expensive
The bottle cost 6 euros.
I only buy half a bottle
Should I buy a full one
I will drink it all
And feel bad about my lack
Of willpower.
I see my cardiologist
3 times a year
And stay sober a week before I see her
I know she will ask
If I drink
I can look her squarely in the eyes
And say, No doctor.
I drink half a bottle of red wine
In the evening.
The wine I drink is expensive
The bottle cost 6 euros.
I only buy half a bottle
Should I buy a full one
I will drink it all
And feel bad about my lack
Of willpower.
I see my cardiologist
3 times a year
And stay sober a week before I see her
I know she will ask
If I drink
I can look her squarely in the eyes
And say, No doctor.
#SelfHarm
#addiction
#disability
378 reads
1 Comment
Shut It Off
fuck
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#SelfHarm
#drugs
#weakness
839 reads
20 Comments
Shut It Off
fuck
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#SelfHarm
#drugs
#weakness
839 reads
20 Comments
Shut It Off
fuck
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#SelfHarm
#drugs
#weakness
839 reads
20 Comments
Shut It Off
fuck
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#SelfHarm
#drugs
#weakness
839 reads
20 Comments
Shut It Off
fuck
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
it is unbearable
to be conscious
to be feeling what I feel
to be thinking what I think
to know what I know
I cannot sleep
I cannot be awake
I want to shut off my mind
so bad
I wish I could keep myself busy
somehow
not surrender myself to the same old
self-destruction
I would be someone
eventually
I'm sure
if I could only keep myself busy
I could live
I'm sure
I feel weak
why did no one show me how to care for myself?
I know the answer
nobody showed...
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#SelfHarm
#drugs
#weakness
839 reads
20 Comments
A DARK BLACK HOLE

#SelfHarm
#addiction
#nightmares
785 reads
2 Comments
A DARK BLACK HOLE

#SelfHarm
#addiction
#nightmares
785 reads
2 Comments
A DARK BLACK HOLE

#SelfHarm
#addiction
#nightmares
785 reads
2 Comments
Sensitivity
Sensitivity....has been like an under garment;
seems to have been worn deep within my bones;
I've came to despise it, as if it were a virus;
as though it would kill me slow in days to come;
knowing the look of distaste;
buried in my skull as I dream up unhealthy subconscious;
life seeming more and more like a "gift" with a bow;
along with a silent arrow to follow me,
throughout my nights and well into my tomorrow
I am not an...
seems to have been worn deep within my bones;
I've came to despise it, as if it were a virus;
as though it would kill me slow in days to come;
knowing the look of distaste;
buried in my skull as I dream up unhealthy subconscious;
life seeming more and more like a "gift" with a bow;
along with a silent arrow to follow me,
throughout my nights and well into my tomorrow
I am not an...
#SelfHarm
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery #SelfWorth
#SelfDiscovery #SelfWorth
899 reads
4 Comments
Sensitivity
Sensitivity....has been like an under garment;
seems to have been worn deep within my bones;
I've came to despise it, as if it were a virus;
as though it would kill me slow in days to come;
knowing the look of distaste;
buried in my skull as I dream up unhealthy subconscious;
life seeming more and more like a "gift" with a bow;
along with a silent arrow to follow me,
throughout my nights and well into my tomorrow
I am not an...
seems to have been worn deep within my bones;
I've came to despise it, as if it were a virus;
as though it would kill me slow in days to come;
knowing the look of distaste;
buried in my skull as I dream up unhealthy subconscious;
life seeming more and more like a "gift" with a bow;
along with a silent arrow to follow me,
throughout my nights and well into my tomorrow
I am not an...
#SelfHarm
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery #SelfWorth
#SelfDiscovery #SelfWorth
899 reads
4 Comments
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