Long Poems About Self Harm
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Ugly
I think that I have written this letter a thousand and one different times, each time even more afraid what would come shooting out of my fingertips. But I think I know what I must say now, even though I do not want to. I think that I have always hated us both, innards and skin. I think that when mom was supposed to be teaching us to love ourselves she did the opposite, but none of that has ever been her fault. Not all of it. I think sometimes that I try to sugar coat the hate that I shove down our throats with nicotine induced blackouts, so that way it won't hurt as much going down as it...
#hate
#SelfHarm
#confessional
#SelfReflection
#nonfiction
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MR. MASOCHIST
#SelfHarm
#Halloween
#devil #curse
#devil #curse
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Small
I am often told that I should just love myself, that I am making it too complicated, that I am indeed doing this all to myself.
When I hear this, it is as if a hole has opened inside of the walls of my chest, and it hurts to breathe.
There are days like these when I wish I could be someone else, anyone other than me.
I remember being the only little girl in my class to ask about weight watchers, the only one who didn't dare wait in line for the chocolate pudding everyone else got at lunchtime.
I don't exactly remember when the hatred for myself began, but I do...
When I hear this, it is as if a hole has opened inside of the walls of my chest, and it hurts to breathe.
There are days like these when I wish I could be someone else, anyone other than me.
I remember being the only little girl in my class to ask about weight watchers, the only one who didn't dare wait in line for the chocolate pudding everyone else got at lunchtime.
I don't exactly remember when the hatred for myself began, but I do...
#SelfHarm
#illness
#MentalHealth
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Scars
Scars
I've got decade old wounds
That are still internally bleeding
They say time...
Time heals all wounds
But it leaves scars
A reminder of pain that once was
It hurts looking in the mirror
Reflecting on that pain
They say a child is a gift...
Is it still a gift if the parents aren't there to receive it ?
So if life is a gift...
If I take it... at least I chose, right ?
" we all want to be wanted "
False ... I don't even want me .
So I tattoo my skin with a cutlass
Soft slow...
I've got decade old wounds
That are still internally bleeding
They say time...
Time heals all wounds
But it leaves scars
A reminder of pain that once was
It hurts looking in the mirror
Reflecting on that pain
They say a child is a gift...
Is it still a gift if the parents aren't there to receive it ?
So if life is a gift...
If I take it... at least I chose, right ?
" we all want to be wanted "
False ... I don't even want me .
So I tattoo my skin with a cutlass
Soft slow...
#depression
#SelfHarm
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Depressed as f**k
It's a quarter past midnight
Am scrolling through endless videos
But can't seem to connect to anything
I'm overwhelmed by emotion
And sad as fuck.
Sad Songs on repeat,
Anything to help me work through it.
Though I know someone out there waits for me tomorrow
I feel an infinite loneliness
And I know this grave is self dug
Many people try to reach out
Always told them I'm fine
Put a smile on my face
I've learnt how to pretend
But deep inside I feel quite the opposite
I've tried to...
Am scrolling through endless videos
But can't seem to connect to anything
I'm overwhelmed by emotion
And sad as fuck.
Sad Songs on repeat,
Anything to help me work through it.
Though I know someone out there waits for me tomorrow
I feel an infinite loneliness
And I know this grave is self dug
Many people try to reach out
Always told them I'm fine
Put a smile on my face
I've learnt how to pretend
But deep inside I feel quite the opposite
I've tried to...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression #SelfHarm
#depression #SelfHarm
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The Day I Died [February 9th]
#depression
#SelfHarm
#suicide
#MentalHealth
#despair
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#dark
#SelfHarm
#myself
#PTSD
#FeelingLost
#SelfWorth
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Don't Wait Too Long
This is my story.
It happened on October 7,2017.
3 years ago, in the the month of October
3 weeks before my 18th birthday
one bad night.
it chases me around in the shadows
I was raped
between the hours of 6pm and 8pm
one hour
not three
it felt like two
I was dating this amazing guy
and to this day
I still can remember
his exact words
his exact tone
his hurt
everything
"I couldn't protect you."
I stayed in my room
in the dark
for 3 days
I came out of my room on a Monday...
It happened on October 7,2017.
3 years ago, in the the month of October
3 weeks before my 18th birthday
one bad night.
it chases me around in the shadows
I was raped
between the hours of 6pm and 8pm
one hour
not three
it felt like two
I was dating this amazing guy
and to this day
I still can remember
his exact words
his exact tone
his hurt
everything
"I couldn't protect you."
I stayed in my room
in the dark
for 3 days
I came out of my room on a Monday...
#anxiety
#abuse
#SelfHarm
#PTSD
#healing
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Razor kisses
Today I will be submissive
Not longing for another share,
I will substitute an elegant throat
Under the razor of your kisses
Have you prepared the handcuffs?
Please do not rush to put them on
Look, I'm of my own free will
Chained to the bed frame
You see, how I'm 'glad' to obey
I will not contradict you ... Here,
with a slight movement of your fingers
You inflict the first wound
On the...
Not longing for another share,
I will substitute an elegant throat
Under the razor of your kisses
Have you prepared the handcuffs?
Please do not rush to put them on
Look, I'm of my own free will
Chained to the bed frame
You see, how I'm 'glad' to obey
I will not contradict you ... Here,
with a slight movement of your fingers
You inflict the first wound
On the...
#SelfHarm
#BDSM
#passion #confessional
#passion #confessional
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A Self EXamining Itself As Through One's Own Self
c'harming
creative
be'clevered of
heart in
thee soulhole
of self of self
entrancement
of self selfimentality
in a self.
To what delusion do I adore
this flimsy, vul'nerable self?
Cmon. Bring it down to millions (of)
interpretations
...
creative
be'clevered of
heart in
thee soulhole
of self of self
entrancement
of self selfimentality
in a self.
To what delusion do I adore
this flimsy, vul'nerable self?
Cmon. Bring it down to millions (of)
interpretations
...
#SelfHarm
#confessional
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfWorth
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Sweet Release
#SelfHarm
#BDSM
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I died Yesterday~
I died yesterday. The pain was worse than I thought it would be. They say it will be different but it’s not. I’m here to tell you so. The burn pierced through my flesh as the bullet searched for a place to exit. So here I am now, standing on the edge of a cliff with hues of brown and grey. I was expecting more of all of this. No bells, no whistles, no angels or unicorns to soothe the torture I thought I’d left behind.
My escape plan failed. Now what? Ginger clouds on the horizon and not another soul to be found. With a deep breath and sigh, a resignation lands on the half...
My escape plan failed. Now what? Ginger clouds on the horizon and not another soul to be found. With a deep breath and sigh, a resignation lands on the half...
#depression
#SelfHarm
#insomnia
#PTSD
#nightmares
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