Long Poems About Mental Health
#MentalHealth
Long poems about mental health. 300 words or more, most recently published poems first.
mental health
seeing you smile while you ache in the cold breaks my heart
ending before there was a beginning I was finally getting to know your soul
I felt you coming closer to my sacred sanctuary
losing myself in your honesty
it was indifferent at first like you expected the worst of me
and when I offered you my best impression of what the world likes
you were honest and harsh
that surprised me you wanted the authentic me
that took me aback I was nervous about being bare in front of you
I sat back and watched you from my periphery
being...
ending before there was a beginning I was finally getting to know your soul
I felt you coming closer to my sacred sanctuary
losing myself in your honesty
it was indifferent at first like you expected the worst of me
and when I offered you my best impression of what the world likes
you were honest and harsh
that surprised me you wanted the authentic me
that took me aback I was nervous about being bare in front of you
I sat back and watched you from my periphery
being...
#MentalHealth
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PSI
So in doing some research I come to realize I have PSI
Passive Suicidal Ideation
Basically, that means I want to die
But
I do not want to be the cause
I am unwilling to carry out the act myself
I hope for bad things to hsppen to me
Like a fatal car accident
A random shooting
An uncurable disease that will result in my death
A heart attack
Being struck by lightning
Anything that will result in my death
That I can feel no guilt about
...
Passive Suicidal Ideation
Basically, that means I want to die
But
I do not want to be the cause
I am unwilling to carry out the act myself
I hope for bad things to hsppen to me
Like a fatal car accident
A random shooting
An uncurable disease that will result in my death
A heart attack
Being struck by lightning
Anything that will result in my death
That I can feel no guilt about
...
#depression
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
#SelfDiscovery
#suicide
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Creature Comforts
Extortion contortion
Blackmail heart
My guilty conscience without a plea bargain to save my soul
Sate the condemnation against the stacks of achievements
Seeking self worth in steep dreams and vain accomplishments
When survival is an empty endeavor apart from the substance
Shotgun circumstances
Self indulgence of these vain romances
I’m going in circles in my head
When it’s dreams that won’t come true and fantasies for escape
All I’m working towards in this society of financial rape
Violations crave, another moment...
Blackmail heart
My guilty conscience without a plea bargain to save my soul
Sate the condemnation against the stacks of achievements
Seeking self worth in steep dreams and vain accomplishments
When survival is an empty endeavor apart from the substance
Shotgun circumstances
Self indulgence of these vain romances
I’m going in circles in my head
When it’s dreams that won’t come true and fantasies for escape
All I’m working towards in this society of financial rape
Violations crave, another moment...
#addiction
#corruption
#faith
#job
#MentalHealth
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KICKING A DEAD HORSE TO DEATH AGAIN : TALK TO ME
Stuck
And lost the dream
Feeding the beast
Whatever that means
Fuck
Peel from the bone
Coming undone
And eating the gun
Don't take it for granted
Darkness lives
In my granite heart
Cannot empathize only terrorize
The page exist to be my world, myself
Once lush with skeletal trees and full moons
Now lay barren with apocalyptic doom
Haunt my pen like before
My friends, kindred spirits
TALK TO ME
Guide my hand like before ...
And lost the dream
Feeding the beast
Whatever that means
Fuck
Peel from the bone
Coming undone
And eating the gun
Don't take it for granted
Darkness lives
In my granite heart
Cannot empathize only terrorize
The page exist to be my world, myself
Once lush with skeletal trees and full moons
Now lay barren with apocalyptic doom
Haunt my pen like before
My friends, kindred spirits
TALK TO ME
Guide my hand like before ...
#dark
#MentalHealth
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Devour
For as long as I can remember Ive been sick in my head
I lay in my bed
Wondering why I'm not dead
I try to push ahead
But Im running in place
Getting nowhere and its broken my faith
No matter what happens or how good a moment might be
There's always a feeling thats hopeless in me
Unable to see
A way that I can be free
Drowning in the deepest abyss
But the thought of no longer living is giving me bliss
My daughter said there's something wrong in my head
Cuz my brain isn't supposed to wanna be dead
Im trying to...
I lay in my bed
Wondering why I'm not dead
I try to push ahead
But Im running in place
Getting nowhere and its broken my faith
No matter what happens or how good a moment might be
There's always a feeling thats hopeless in me
Unable to see
A way that I can be free
Drowning in the deepest abyss
But the thought of no longer living is giving me bliss
My daughter said there's something wrong in my head
Cuz my brain isn't supposed to wanna be dead
Im trying to...
#dark
#depression
#despair #MentalHealth
#despair #MentalHealth
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Sexsomnia (The Pleasure Principle)
I do hope everyone has been enjoying the rewards of summer, the beautiful rays of the sunshine, the firecrackers, the cookouts, family reunion, summer vacation, for college/school, its time to inhale and exhale.
I would like to take the time to bless my medical journal with discussing a silent disorder, few do not know what this disorder is, yet, many have never even heard about.
Within this realm we call life, we try on a daily basis to take care of our body with selecting healthier food, which would fuel the body, infusing our metabolism with...
I would like to take the time to bless my medical journal with discussing a silent disorder, few do not know what this disorder is, yet, many have never even heard about.
Within this realm we call life, we try on a daily basis to take care of our body with selecting healthier food, which would fuel the body, infusing our metabolism with...
#MentalHealth
#sex
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You say WELCOME, I say enter
Everyone out there is so friendly
Large, long wooden signs near the front door that say WELCOME
Ok!
Don't have to tell me twice
During my breaks and lunch, I go for walks in and around my neighborhood
Many people aren't home
Here in NY most people lock their doors, have doorbell camera systems and some even have surveillance all around their property
What a pity
Instead of getting myself in trouble by breaking & entering
I find that the people with those WELCOME signs and have their front door open are the ones that are my kind of...
Large, long wooden signs near the front door that say WELCOME
Ok!
Don't have to tell me twice
During my breaks and lunch, I go for walks in and around my neighborhood
Many people aren't home
Here in NY most people lock their doors, have doorbell camera systems and some even have surveillance all around their property
What a pity
Instead of getting myself in trouble by breaking & entering
I find that the people with those WELCOME signs and have their front door open are the ones that are my kind of...
#food
#MentalHealth
#murder
#violence
#women
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Don’t Blame Me For The Fool You Made of Yourself
Don’t frame me in the role of the shade you cast on me
When I’m the villain in your delusion, the trauma of your fantasy
Tell me that I led you on when in truth I made it clear
But you broke your own heart on the words you want to hear
Filtering perspectives through
The darkest part of me and the most desperate part of you
I’m trying to understand it through your broken point of view
Hostages to head games and fabricated myths of slander
For all the things I wish I never said in my will to pander
Gradually I digress as my thoughts...
When I’m the villain in your delusion, the trauma of your fantasy
Tell me that I led you on when in truth I made it clear
But you broke your own heart on the words you want to hear
Filtering perspectives through
The darkest part of me and the most desperate part of you
I’m trying to understand it through your broken point of view
Hostages to head games and fabricated myths of slander
For all the things I wish I never said in my will to pander
Gradually I digress as my thoughts...
#corruption
#heartbroken
#lies
#love
#MentalHealth
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Snap, Crackle, Kill
When I was little boy back in the mid 1980's
Cereal was my go to for most of my breakfasts
My mother would only buy the "healthy" cereals
Stuff like Wheaties, Chex, Kelloggs Raisin Bran, Cheerios and Rice Krispies
YUCK!
My younger brother & I were never allowed to have Cookie Crisp, Lucky Charms, Fruit Loops, Count Chocula and many many others
No cereals with marbits
That's the dehydrated marshmallow's that have a texture of Styrofoam
We would beg & plead with her, but to no avail
When we would go over to our friends...
Cereal was my go to for most of my breakfasts
My mother would only buy the "healthy" cereals
Stuff like Wheaties, Chex, Kelloggs Raisin Bran, Cheerios and Rice Krispies
YUCK!
My younger brother & I were never allowed to have Cookie Crisp, Lucky Charms, Fruit Loops, Count Chocula and many many others
No cereals with marbits
That's the dehydrated marshmallow's that have a texture of Styrofoam
We would beg & plead with her, but to no avail
When we would go over to our friends...
#food
#MentalHealth
#mother
#nostalgia
#violence
158 reads
9 Comments
Venting with a tired growl
#anxiety
#bipolar
#depression
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
92 reads
1 Comment
bittersweet memories (Paula)
#bipolar
#dark
#ForbiddenLove
#MentalHealth
#UnrequitedLove
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2 Comments
The Dominant Drug Fairy
Lately,
No, for quite some time,
I've wanted to jettison my cerebral graveyard
shove it like a bag of skeletons and moldy rags
down my 4th story trash chute
I count down the days until my psychiatry appointment
hoping this doctor is more than just a drug fairy
I smile as I shake his hand
breezily ask him to excuse my appearance
I came straight from school
closing out my classroom for the year
moving to a new room
stacking tables!
carrying heavy boxes!
Ha ha!
Three minutes later,
I'm cralking: ...
No, for quite some time,
I've wanted to jettison my cerebral graveyard
shove it like a bag of skeletons and moldy rags
down my 4th story trash chute
I count down the days until my psychiatry appointment
hoping this doctor is more than just a drug fairy
I smile as I shake his hand
breezily ask him to excuse my appearance
I came straight from school
closing out my classroom for the year
moving to a new room
stacking tables!
carrying heavy boxes!
Ha ha!
Three minutes later,
I'm cralking: ...
#MentalHealth
#sex
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