PeaceFlpw
Peace Flow
Peace Flow
Poem Published
11th Nov 2024 6:23am
11th Nov 2024 6:23am
I wish....things were that simplistic(mental health)
I appreciate the good of this "experience" but there's too many "worldly" complications; some of my vices are escapism, idealism, internalization, suicidal ideation; I dread being an extension of this creation....
contemplating; "rational exit doors"-though guarded-gated-hard to reach places-takes too much patience; truthfully-one deeply feels low-key high-risk-with the exception being nontraumatic situations....
I wish things in this life where simple.... where there's little to no need...
contemplating; "rational exit doors"-though guarded-gated-hard to reach places-takes too much patience; truthfully-one deeply feels low-key high-risk-with the exception being nontraumatic situations....
I wish things in this life where simple.... where there's little to no need...
#escape
#FeelingTrapped
#LifeCycle
#myself
#SelfReflection
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Vision_of_insanity
Poem Published
10th Nov 2024 11:49am
10th Nov 2024 11:49am
Fear
You can drive a car if you do it right
but you can't go far if it puts you out of sight
you can't look at girls
you can't drink anything
you got to get your kicks in the shadow of fear
You stay out late when they think your young
when they find out, there gonna want you hung
so you try to understand that you might get near
cause your lost alone in the shadow of fear
So you found a chick that you think is fine
but you fell too fast so you lost your mind
society looks, but they turn their ears
you got to get...
but you can't go far if it puts you out of sight
you can't look at girls
you can't drink anything
you got to get your kicks in the shadow of fear
You stay out late when they think your young
when they find out, there gonna want you hung
so you try to understand that you might get near
cause your lost alone in the shadow of fear
So you found a chick that you think is fine
but you fell too fast so you lost your mind
society looks, but they turn their ears
you got to get...
#FeelingTrapped
#lyrics
#rebellion
#rhyming
#shadows
88 reads
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King_Seraphiel
Joshua Jamal
Joshua Jamal
Poem Published
5th Nov 2024 00:59am
5th Nov 2024 00:59am
The Prisoner
I'm a soldier/
shields up when one draws closer/ a don't care persona/ and yet still sober/
I still feel young but I'm still getting older
Among people and yet still a loner/
I'm functional but still need a doner
I'm a son brother and also father
I have a wife on speed dial but too hesitant to call her
My blessed assurance is the medals on my collar
Also being able to come home and make it rain with coins and dollars
even though I shower and water hits my head instead of feeling alive inwardly I'm still dead
I have a woman I once knew laying...
shields up when one draws closer/ a don't care persona/ and yet still sober/
I still feel young but I'm still getting older
Among people and yet still a loner/
I'm functional but still need a doner
I'm a son brother and also father
I have a wife on speed dial but too hesitant to call her
My blessed assurance is the medals on my collar
Also being able to come home and make it rain with coins and dollars
even though I shower and water hits my head instead of feeling alive inwardly I'm still dead
I have a woman I once knew laying...
#FeelingTrapped
#prison
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PeaceFlpw
Peace Flow
Peace Flow
Poem Published
31st Oct 2024 2:19pm
31st Oct 2024 2:19pm
collage of dreams
half & half- lemonade-iced tea; roaming one plane of existence but yet so many- it's fair to say one believes that one's wide eyed while at the same time in a deep sleep-
where one is- versus where one really wants or feels one's being needs to be-(which would be finally on a "fixed" plane as opposed to knee deep in a collage of many dreams-
dreams- like a script before one ever made the scene- one's got a suit one wants returned but it came with no receipt-
this vehicle- driven.... only to fly up off the...
where one is- versus where one really wants or feels one's being needs to be-(which would be finally on a "fixed" plane as opposed to knee deep in a collage of many dreams-
dreams- like a script before one ever made the scene- one's got a suit one wants returned but it came with no receipt-
this vehicle- driven.... only to fly up off the...
#escape
#FeelingTrapped
#freedom
#LifeCycle
#myself
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Stoney223
WOLF BAY33
WOLF BAY33
Poem Published
26th Oct 2024 10:08pm
26th Oct 2024 10:08pm
MENTAL HEALTH AND ABUSE
It's me again the story teller of words ✍️ FOR I would like to take this time, to have a discussion with you all, about something that has effected us all one way or another. 🤔 For sure we may know of some people's that, are struggling with this disease of the mind and heart and soul. For sure it can be emotionally mentally and physically, to the point of spiritually in mind and soul and heart. WITH suicide thoughts affecting someone's way of thinking. 🤔 For sure let's go deeper than deep, into the ream of abuse whether it's emotionally or physically abuse....
#addiction
#depression
#FeelingTrapped
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth
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Lilliputian
Poem Published
23rd Oct 2024 00:10am
23rd Oct 2024 00:10am
Replay
An agonizing reminder
Echoes with every poke
Triggering a memory rush
Like a replay button
Pausing the present
Muting the voices around
And unmuting those haunting ghosts
The scene becomes full screen
No exit icon to shut it down
Unable to fast forward
To skip my torment
Nor rewind
To save my tape
Bound to watch a trailer
Captured by my lenses
Cursed to relive the celluloid
Frame by frame
Lacerating my unhealed wounds
Forcing me to sequester
Shun everyone
And retreat back...
Echoes with every poke
Triggering a memory rush
Like a replay button
Pausing the present
Muting the voices around
And unmuting those haunting ghosts
The scene becomes full screen
No exit icon to shut it down
Unable to fast forward
To skip my torment
Nor rewind
To save my tape
Bound to watch a trailer
Captured by my lenses
Cursed to relive the celluloid
Frame by frame
Lacerating my unhealed wounds
Forcing me to sequester
Shun everyone
And retreat back...
#FeelingTrapped
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BaldyBrown
Poem Published
21st Oct 2024 8:07am
21st Oct 2024 8:07am
Eulogy for a Bonsai
I have to come clean as I return to see
your ashen corpse and dried leaves
My survival became more important
than yours, but now I feel badly.
Humans choose to love their own selves more
than anything or anyone they choose to love
Don’t believe what they say in their poems
I loved you because you would wink at me
and tempt me to hear the silent moment
I will never forget your beautiful nebari
Funny, I learned that word when I met you
I put you under the cruel sun and fed you
It worked as long as we...
your ashen corpse and dried leaves
My survival became more important
than yours, but now I feel badly.
Humans choose to love their own selves more
than anything or anyone they choose to love
Don’t believe what they say in their poems
I loved you because you would wink at me
and tempt me to hear the silent moment
I will never forget your beautiful nebari
Funny, I learned that word when I met you
I put you under the cruel sun and fed you
It worked as long as we...
#bittersweet
#choices
#disappointment
#FeelingTrapped
#hurt
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cheesa
Poem Published
14th Oct 2024 3:15pm
14th Oct 2024 3:15pm
Incomplete
The only freedom I find I'm in chains
The only normality with the Insane
I feel it coming closer and I have no choice
I feel it coming and it's stole my voice
Living this life I'm better off dead
Living this life is only in my head
I feel it coming closer and I can't stop
I feel it coming closer I can't wait to drop
The only freedom for me I'm a slave
The only freedom for me im living in a cave
I'm only happy when I'm asleep
I can't fix my mind because I'm incomplete
The only normality with the Insane
I feel it coming closer and I have no choice
I feel it coming and it's stole my voice
Living this life I'm better off dead
Living this life is only in my head
I feel it coming closer and I can't stop
I feel it coming closer I can't wait to drop
The only freedom for me I'm a slave
The only freedom for me im living in a cave
I'm only happy when I'm asleep
I can't fix my mind because I'm incomplete
#despair
#emotional
#emptiness
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
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u53l355
Poem Published
10th Oct 2024 12:59pm
10th Oct 2024 12:59pm
The prison
Torn away from my docililty
Reverberations of strangers conversations make their way into my ears .
My attention is stolen from inconsiderate people
I have become a prisoner
Stripped from my own thoughts and deloused of my creativity
Waiting a trial that will never come
Looking thru the bars reminds me of the lines on my pages that make me thrive to write
There's no break out from all this
I can not get away
The lock is welded shut
Fuck I think I'm here to stay .
Reverberations of strangers conversations make their way into my ears .
My attention is stolen from inconsiderate people
I have become a prisoner
Stripped from my own thoughts and deloused of my creativity
Waiting a trial that will never come
Looking thru the bars reminds me of the lines on my pages that make me thrive to write
There's no break out from all this
I can not get away
The lock is welded shut
Fuck I think I'm here to stay .
#depression
#despair
#emotional
#FeelingTrapped
#rejection
177 reads
4 Comments
Stoney223
WOLF BAY33
WOLF BAY33
Poem Published
2nd Oct 2024 9:12am
2nd Oct 2024 9:12am
GREATER PLAN IN MOTION
Here I am as I sit here within my own chains of thoughts, here amongst the elements that give me. MUCH of what that brings me my thoughts of tranquility. For sure we need to take a moment, to just analyze the deepness of our deepest thoughts. As it is necessary to understand that what we, sometimes have to learn to go through. It's just another time to refocus of our thoughts, that we have to learn how things really work. Within this new world of dictatorship and order. Just as much we can try to denie the truth of what we really see 👁️ For the world has gotten worser not...
#escape
#FeelingTrapped
#LifeChangingMoment
#LifeStruggles
#StreamOfConsciousness
148 reads
6 Comments
JessicaMurray
Ghoul Queen
Ghoul Queen
Poem Published
27th Sep 2024 6:51am
27th Sep 2024 6:51am
I need release
There’s a sickening deep feeling from the hallows of my chest
My insides twinge and churn
I claw at my guts
I need release
I can feel my skin crawling
My thoughts weigh heavy
I need release
I chew my right nails, then the left
I twist my hair between my fingers
I can feel my scalp itching
I pluck one hair, then two, but two’s not enough but three’s too many
What do I do?
I can’t think
I can’t focus
I can’t speak
I need release
I can feel the blood pumping in my veins
They feel like they’re...
My insides twinge and churn
I claw at my guts
I need release
I can feel my skin crawling
My thoughts weigh heavy
I need release
I chew my right nails, then the left
I twist my hair between my fingers
I can feel my scalp itching
I pluck one hair, then two, but two’s not enough but three’s too many
What do I do?
I can’t think
I can’t focus
I can’t speak
I need release
I can feel the blood pumping in my veins
They feel like they’re...
#anxiety
#conflict
#FeelingTrapped
229 reads
3 Comments
PeaceFlpw
Peace Flow
Peace Flow
Poem Published
18th Sep 2024 2:30am
18th Sep 2024 2:30am
a dreamers' sensual bliss
there's rare, and then there's- "something else" most only dream of; an unearthly measure of chemistry not limited to what occurs physically or indoctrinated information wired into ones' head; a bond- yet not bound.... hardly any stress- both parties understands the needs of the flesh to flesh....
one could only dream, of an ideal companionship- that probably will never happen in this "life" (assuming there's another life time awaiting after death)
lonliness to one like oneself.... like reoccurring psychological sharp...
one could only dream, of an ideal companionship- that probably will never happen in this "life" (assuming there's another life time awaiting after death)
lonliness to one like oneself.... like reoccurring psychological sharp...
#dreams
#escape
#FeelingTrapped
#loneliness
#lust
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