Poems About Autism Seeking Friendly Advice
#Autism
oskar
Poem Published
18th Nov 2020 10:22am
18th Nov 2020 10:22am
at the hospital
At the hospital
I had an appointment
It appears my kidney is in a bad shape
Due to my diabetes.
Leaving with this glad tiding
I went the wrong way out
And was brutally stopped by a Nazi guard.
I pushed back
And we ended up in a fight
it was stopped by my nurse
Who whispered something in his ear?
He let go.
I needed a pee, he wouldn´t tell me
Where the toilet was
The revenge of the small people.
I took my penis out ready to pee on the floor.
They hastily showed me the loo.
The guard said: don´t be so...
I had an appointment
It appears my kidney is in a bad shape
Due to my diabetes.
Leaving with this glad tiding
I went the wrong way out
And was brutally stopped by a Nazi guard.
I pushed back
And we ended up in a fight
it was stopped by my nurse
Who whispered something in his ear?
He let go.
I needed a pee, he wouldn´t tell me
Where the toilet was
The revenge of the small people.
I took my penis out ready to pee on the floor.
They hastily showed me the loo.
The guard said: don´t be so...
#anxiety
#bipolar
#addiction
#apathy
#Autism
304 reads
2 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
9th Nov 2020 6:07pm
9th Nov 2020 6:07pm
Would I
my autism
a unique inheritance
in lies the harmony
of obsessional chaos
thoughts eternally swirling
in search of answers
like an inquisitive child
hoping for clarity
among the shades of grey
seeking connection
but fearing it
always wondering
if i was normal
would i be liked
a unique inheritance
in lies the harmony
of obsessional chaos
thoughts eternally swirling
in search of answers
like an inquisitive child
hoping for clarity
among the shades of grey
seeking connection
but fearing it
always wondering
if i was normal
would i be liked
#SelfReflection
#Autism
441 reads
6 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
10th Sep 2020 6:36pm
10th Sep 2020 6:36pm
Smearing Shitisms
#anger
#CallToAction
#Autism
#TruthOfLife
#honesty
608 reads
13 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
10th Sep 2020 12:42pm
10th Sep 2020 12:42pm
I Burn Out
Tranquility
Is a lost cause
In my head
It’s more
ThevWorld Wide Web
Information highway
Burning
Where I have to
decipher it
Store it
Catalogue it
Remember it
All takes time
takes more effort
Than you can imagine
I burn out
Melt down
Struggling to stay
With the world
Lagging behind
Not because I want to
Is a lost cause
In my head
It’s more
ThevWorld Wide Web
Information highway
Burning
Where I have to
decipher it
Store it
Catalogue it
Remember it
All takes time
takes more effort
Than you can imagine
I burn out
Melt down
Struggling to stay
With the world
Lagging behind
Not because I want to
#Autism
#LifeStruggles
#TruthOfLife
#honesty
#disability
501 reads
5 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
18th Jul 2020 7:17pm
18th Jul 2020 7:17pm
Grip Is Slipping
This grip is slipping
The emptiness of oblivion
Layer after layer
Reveals nothing worthy
Life is beeping
An alarm that never wakes me
Obedience is lacking
Sticking to the stain on the mattress
Judgement swerving on thin ice
Cracks appear often
Nothing clever about drowning
Head keeps bobbing
It’s how I get through
The identity of a dismantled soul
Endless agony has no off switch
Breathing is becoming banality
The emptiness of oblivion
Layer after layer
Reveals nothing worthy
Life is beeping
An alarm that never wakes me
Obedience is lacking
Sticking to the stain on the mattress
Judgement swerving on thin ice
Cracks appear often
Nothing clever about drowning
Head keeps bobbing
It’s how I get through
The identity of a dismantled soul
Endless agony has no off switch
Breathing is becoming banality
#depression
#SelfReflection
#Autism
583 reads
4 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
16th Jul 2020 5:12pm
16th Jul 2020 5:12pm
Under Fog
I count the seconds
Prisoner to irrational fear
Open my eyes
To a looming shadow
That never quite disappears
Is it boredom
That bring the thoughts
To much time
Given to thinking
Maybe the problem
Under fog
In darhkess
Suspicions
Stab at the heart
Eating my soul
The sound I hear
Is not me
But I wound myself
All the same
For the sake of reason
This compounds harmony
Restless agony
Nothing heals
Without pain
I still feel the hurt ...
Prisoner to irrational fear
Open my eyes
To a looming shadow
That never quite disappears
Is it boredom
That bring the thoughts
To much time
Given to thinking
Maybe the problem
Under fog
In darhkess
Suspicions
Stab at the heart
Eating my soul
The sound I hear
Is not me
But I wound myself
All the same
For the sake of reason
This compounds harmony
Restless agony
Nothing heals
Without pain
I still feel the hurt ...
#depression
#SelfReflection
#Autism
529 reads
10 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
9th Jul 2020 9:37am
9th Jul 2020 9:37am
New Age Leper
Forget me
If i was remembered at all
Did you look
Was i seen
As just a shadow
An inferior being
Hidden, forgotten
Occasionally scrutinised
As if an insect
Or a germ
Label, bag and tag
Keep for posterity
A curiosity at best
My instructions
Are in a different language
Rolling eyes of indignation
The ripple effect
More a hindrance
New age leper
To be avoided
The autism jacket
Several sizes too big
Defective garment
But expected to wear
As proof of...
If i was remembered at all
Did you look
Was i seen
As just a shadow
An inferior being
Hidden, forgotten
Occasionally scrutinised
As if an insect
Or a germ
Label, bag and tag
Keep for posterity
A curiosity at best
My instructions
Are in a different language
Rolling eyes of indignation
The ripple effect
More a hindrance
New age leper
To be avoided
The autism jacket
Several sizes too big
Defective garment
But expected to wear
As proof of...
#Autism
673 reads
9 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
8th Jul 2020 10:31am
8th Jul 2020 10:31am
Still About
Anticipation burning
Scenarios playing
Every permurtation calculated
Trying to fix something
Before it actually happens
The mountain's made
Scaled time and again
Just to step out the door
World full of weird humans
That stare into eye balls
Talk to myself
As if to get answers
Expecting imaginary friends
To hold my hand
Through the trauma
Just a lone twig
Snapped from the branch
Kicked around, thrown
A little weathered ...
Scenarios playing
Every permurtation calculated
Trying to fix something
Before it actually happens
The mountain's made
Scaled time and again
Just to step out the door
World full of weird humans
That stare into eye balls
Talk to myself
As if to get answers
Expecting imaginary friends
To hold my hand
Through the trauma
Just a lone twig
Snapped from the branch
Kicked around, thrown
A little weathered ...
#LifeStruggles
#Autism
507 reads
3 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
7th Jul 2020 12:16pm
7th Jul 2020 12:16pm
My Ugly Soul
The dry spell of emotions
Arid senses
Pleading for moisture
That might release
Parched thoughts
Been a slow descent
Brain scraped constantly
Allowing more pain
To fester inside
What's a little insanity
The leakage
A small drip
Normal thoughts fighting
To jump broken wires
Intermittent sparks
Just a car wreck
Never discovered
Chasis warped
But limping on
Without repair
Cut the mask
Reveal my ugly
Scarred soul
Broken down
Heart ...
Arid senses
Pleading for moisture
That might release
Parched thoughts
Been a slow descent
Brain scraped constantly
Allowing more pain
To fester inside
What's a little insanity
The leakage
A small drip
Normal thoughts fighting
To jump broken wires
Intermittent sparks
Just a car wreck
Never discovered
Chasis warped
But limping on
Without repair
Cut the mask
Reveal my ugly
Scarred soul
Broken down
Heart ...
#depression
#SelfReflection
#Autism
602 reads
12 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
25th Jun 2020 7:28pm
25th Jun 2020 7:28pm
Autism Inclusion
Introverts ignored
No entry
Closed doors
Left outside
Underground subculture
Shunned animals
In-depth discrimination
Obstacle saturation
Non entity
No entry
Closed doors
Left outside
Underground subculture
Shunned animals
In-depth discrimination
Obstacle saturation
Non entity
#Autism
551 reads
7 Comments
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
23rd Jun 2020 8:27am
23rd Jun 2020 8:27am
Our Voice Is A Vacuum
The restless nightmares
On this ship of fools
Sailing aimlessly on the ocean
Of bigotry and ignorance
Don’t want to be here
Faceless culprits
Promoting hatred of difference
To a disgusting degree
Trapped within the label given
Chained to the name
Of the doctor who helped classify us
For nazi extermination
Stand back look past the ribbon
The colourful fluttering distracts
Conform misfits or be cast out
This is the only acceptance
Our voice is a vacuum
Held under...
On this ship of fools
Sailing aimlessly on the ocean
Of bigotry and ignorance
Don’t want to be here
Faceless culprits
Promoting hatred of difference
To a disgusting degree
Trapped within the label given
Chained to the name
Of the doctor who helped classify us
For nazi extermination
Stand back look past the ribbon
The colourful fluttering distracts
Conform misfits or be cast out
This is the only acceptance
Our voice is a vacuum
Held under...
#acceptance
#disability
#Autism
521 reads
1 Comment
AspergerPoet56
Poem Published
20th Jun 2020 5:36pm
20th Jun 2020 5:36pm
Danger To Human Shipping
The world looms larger
A noise a texture a taste
Can send us spinning
Disorientation is nothing new
When information not processed
Eye contact is not natural
Get called rude
But isn’t it rude to stare
This confusion hurts
Stop the world let me off
Step by step
Thought by thought
The weirdness
Is only the tip of the iceberg
We are a danger to human shipping
The light is on but nobody home
The world goes dim
As the brain shuts down
Giving time to gain control
To see...
A noise a texture a taste
Can send us spinning
Disorientation is nothing new
When information not processed
Eye contact is not natural
Get called rude
But isn’t it rude to stare
This confusion hurts
Stop the world let me off
Step by step
Thought by thought
The weirdness
Is only the tip of the iceberg
We are a danger to human shipping
The light is on but nobody home
The world goes dim
As the brain shuts down
Giving time to gain control
To see...
#Autism
463 reads
2 Comments
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