Poems About Autism Seeking Friendly Advice
#Autism
Courtesy Comment, No Comment
essentially judged
with every breath
at every point of entry
bow down
compromise
the monopoly
on the rules of etiquette
remember
equality is just a word
to be beaten with
no matter
how you struggle
to be normal
it's never good enough
just zip it
repressed freedom
be quiet don't be quiet
get under the thumb
just squirm
your feelings never matter
it's courtesy...
with every breath
at every point of entry
bow down
compromise
the monopoly
on the rules of etiquette
remember
equality is just a word
to be beaten with
no matter
how you struggle
to be normal
it's never good enough
just zip it
repressed freedom
be quiet don't be quiet
get under the thumb
just squirm
your feelings never matter
it's courtesy...
#SelfReflection
#inequality
#disability #Autism
#disability #Autism
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Beautiful Frequency (NoPoo 30)
Autistic mystic
Intelligent enigma
A unique being
Intelligent enigma
A unique being
#senryu
#Autism
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2 Comments
Hologram
He twirls into the half dark
where a vast ocean breathes knowledge
a waterfall of words starts to float
soaring brightly, what if
"there is an existence beyond this existence
where advanced lfe forms are waiting to be found
beyond the moons of jupiter, Io, Metis"
His green eyes glow, a horus eye opens
"there is a slight difference between tortoise and turtles
quadrillion, quintrillion, sextillion, septillion, octillion, nonillion, and decillion.
why do we have nails if we dont use them? ...
where a vast ocean breathes knowledge
a waterfall of words starts to float
soaring brightly, what if
"there is an existence beyond this existence
where advanced lfe forms are waiting to be found
beyond the moons of jupiter, Io, Metis"
His green eyes glow, a horus eye opens
"there is a slight difference between tortoise and turtles
quadrillion, quintrillion, sextillion, septillion, octillion, nonillion, and decillion.
why do we have nails if we dont use them? ...
#love
#motherhood
#son #Autism
#son #Autism
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at the hospital
At the hospital
I had an appointment
It appears my kidney is in a bad shape
Due to my diabetes.
Leaving with this glad tiding
I went the wrong way out
And was brutally stopped by a Nazi guard.
I pushed back
And we ended up in a fight
it was stopped by my nurse
Who whispered something in his ear?
He let go.
I needed a pee, he wouldn´t tell me
Where the toilet was
The revenge of the small people.
I took my penis out ready to pee on the floor.
They hastily showed me the loo.
The guard said: don´t be so...
I had an appointment
It appears my kidney is in a bad shape
Due to my diabetes.
Leaving with this glad tiding
I went the wrong way out
And was brutally stopped by a Nazi guard.
I pushed back
And we ended up in a fight
it was stopped by my nurse
Who whispered something in his ear?
He let go.
I needed a pee, he wouldn´t tell me
Where the toilet was
The revenge of the small people.
I took my penis out ready to pee on the floor.
They hastily showed me the loo.
The guard said: don´t be so...
#anxiety
#bipolar
#addiction
#apathy
#Autism
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2 Comments
Would I
my autism
a unique inheritance
in lies the harmony
of obsessional chaos
thoughts eternally swirling
in search of answers
like an inquisitive child
hoping for clarity
among the shades of grey
seeking connection
but fearing it
always wondering
if i was normal
would i be liked
a unique inheritance
in lies the harmony
of obsessional chaos
thoughts eternally swirling
in search of answers
like an inquisitive child
hoping for clarity
among the shades of grey
seeking connection
but fearing it
always wondering
if i was normal
would i be liked
#SelfReflection
#Autism
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6 Comments
Smearing Shitisms

#anger
#CallToAction
#Autism
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17 Comments
I Burn Out
Tranquility
Is a lost cause
In my head
It’s more
ThevWorld Wide Web
Information highway
Burning
Where I have to
decipher it
Store it
Catalogue it
Remember it
All takes time
takes more effort
Than you can imagine
I burn out
Melt down
Struggling to stay
With the world
Lagging behind
Not because I want to
Is a lost cause
In my head
It’s more
ThevWorld Wide Web
Information highway
Burning
Where I have to
decipher it
Store it
Catalogue it
Remember it
All takes time
takes more effort
Than you can imagine
I burn out
Melt down
Struggling to stay
With the world
Lagging behind
Not because I want to
#Autism
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Crushing cross wired syndrome wings
When the wild eye speaks
through werewolved harvesting moons
Tandrum trauma eclipses
From his chest swells a sound
monstrous skylarks sing
I reach for him
My ears seeking a centered point
within each outward spiraling wave
Tonight I am his only witness
"Why?" he repeats "Why.....what..."
Tearing at the curtain until
it simultaneously crawls downwards
He is strength, a warrior asking for an arrow
"What is the world?, more...
through werewolved harvesting moons
Tandrum trauma eclipses
From his chest swells a sound
monstrous skylarks sing
I reach for him
My ears seeking a centered point
within each outward spiraling wave
Tonight I am his only witness
"Why?" he repeats "Why.....what..."
Tearing at the curtain until
it simultaneously crawls downwards
He is strength, a warrior asking for an arrow
"What is the world?, more...
#anxiety
#MentalHealth
#suffering #Autism
#suffering #Autism
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Grip Is Slipping
This grip is slipping
The emptiness of oblivion
Layer after layer
Reveals nothing worthy
Life is beeping
An alarm that never wakes me
Obedience is lacking
Sticking to the stain on the mattress
Judgement swerving on thin ice
Cracks appear often
Nothing clever about drowning
Head keeps bobbing
It’s how I get through
The identity of a dismantled soul
Endless agony has no off switch
Breathing is becoming banality
The emptiness of oblivion
Layer after layer
Reveals nothing worthy
Life is beeping
An alarm that never wakes me
Obedience is lacking
Sticking to the stain on the mattress
Judgement swerving on thin ice
Cracks appear often
Nothing clever about drowning
Head keeps bobbing
It’s how I get through
The identity of a dismantled soul
Endless agony has no off switch
Breathing is becoming banality
#depression
#SelfReflection
#Autism
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Under Fog
I count the seconds
Prisoner to irrational fear
Open my eyes
To a looming shadow
That never quite disappears
Is it boredom
That bring the thoughts
To much time
Given to thinking
Maybe the problem
Under fog
In darhkess
Suspicions
Stab at the heart
Eating my soul
The sound I hear
Is not me
But I wound myself
All the same
For the sake of reason
This compounds harmony
Restless agony
Nothing heals
Without pain
I still feel the hurt ...
Prisoner to irrational fear
Open my eyes
To a looming shadow
That never quite disappears
Is it boredom
That bring the thoughts
To much time
Given to thinking
Maybe the problem
Under fog
In darhkess
Suspicions
Stab at the heart
Eating my soul
The sound I hear
Is not me
But I wound myself
All the same
For the sake of reason
This compounds harmony
Restless agony
Nothing heals
Without pain
I still feel the hurt ...
#depression
#SelfReflection
#Autism
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10 Comments
New Age Leper
Forget me
If i was remembered at all
Did you look
Was i seen
As just a shadow
An inferior being
Hidden, forgotten
Occasionally scrutinised
As if an insect
Or a germ
Label, bag and tag
Keep for posterity
A curiosity at best
My instructions
Are in a different language
Rolling eyes of indignation
The ripple effect
More a hindrance
New age leper
To be avoided
The autism jacket
Several sizes too big
Defective garment
But expected to wear
As proof of...
If i was remembered at all
Did you look
Was i seen
As just a shadow
An inferior being
Hidden, forgotten
Occasionally scrutinised
As if an insect
Or a germ
Label, bag and tag
Keep for posterity
A curiosity at best
My instructions
Are in a different language
Rolling eyes of indignation
The ripple effect
More a hindrance
New age leper
To be avoided
The autism jacket
Several sizes too big
Defective garment
But expected to wear
As proof of...
#Autism
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9 Comments
Still About
Anticipation burning
Scenarios playing
Every permurtation calculated
Trying to fix something
Before it actually happens
The mountain's made
Scaled time and again
Just to step out the door
World full of weird humans
That stare into eye balls
Talk to myself
As if to get answers
Expecting imaginary friends
To hold my hand
Through the trauma
Just a lone twig
Snapped from the branch
Kicked around, thrown
A little weathered ...
Scenarios playing
Every permurtation calculated
Trying to fix something
Before it actually happens
The mountain's made
Scaled time and again
Just to step out the door
World full of weird humans
That stare into eye balls
Talk to myself
As if to get answers
Expecting imaginary friends
To hold my hand
Through the trauma
Just a lone twig
Snapped from the branch
Kicked around, thrown
A little weathered ...
#LifeStruggles
#Autism
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