Reality Just Hit Me

Are you aware of who I am?
Do you have any idea of who I'll become?
Do you take me for a joke?
ARE YOU AWARE OF WHO I AM?

I used to walk with my head down
afraid to display my face
A mixture of complex thoughts in my mind
My heart was running a race
What's missing?
Several people ask this question
and they search thoroughly for the answer
But only you can truly determine
what's missing in your life

I glance back on old times
Some of which I miss
Not once did I imagine
That my life would be like this
An author, Songwriter, Dancer , and Poet
Were the talents given to me
What sense does it make to sit on them?
It's time to fulfill my dreams

I used to sob all night long
Longing for a friend who'd understand
Searching for love in all the wrong places
I need God, not a man
Now here is my chance!

I dare not exist another day
allowing pain to encumber me
released from the chains that were tramping me
Today I shall be free!
A child of God I am
Not ashamed of living the right way
And if you didn't know me before
Congratulations, you have met me today
Courtney
Carefully Opening Up Riveting Thoughts
Nicely Enjoying My Youth

These are the last days they say
But how do you know?
I'll just have to wait and see
Continuously prepared for the day he'll take me

I used to hate myself
I didn't know how to love me

I'm never running away again
because this is my destiny