Lonely soul

 
One day now two .
So lonely without you.

Tomorrow will be three.
When I wake up will you be there next to me.

Just let her go , loose the fear.
3 Hearts aching for you to be near.

I wake again so lonely and cold.
Your not here and that's getting old.

Wondering now what will become of me.
Im Not  letting on , i am not what I'm pretending to be.

Three and four days now its clear.
What I fear the most now it's here.

If I could just save you now , you know I would.
But your running and gunning out there in the hood.

My heart is broken , like those vows you took.
If I see you know , I will try not to look.

I can't do this again , the pains to much.
It's taken you now , the dope and such.

I took off my ring , you can have it back.
Hurts so bad , you sold yours for a sack.

I just can't believe I lost my wife to a spoon.
I know one thing,
I  won't be loving any one soon.