you were nothing but my everything

People look at me and see what
a darkened face
Mass destruction
a girl that says hi and always smiles
But all fakes is never me
I may act one way with you but without you I feel dysfunctional
I may not cry in front of you but I have cried in a crowd of my mind
I have never screamed for no purpose for every reason has a purpose
Feeling that love is never an existing thing finally the words come out but burn my tongue as if a match was lit
you tell me a story and I believe it the perfect fairy take was once a lie and now that's all you are someone I met
feel in love with (maybe)
now mass destruction fuels my heart my mind my everything just like you were never there