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Blame



Blame it all on me
It's easier that way
Time and time again
Ensuring my rage

Miscommunication
Yelling on and on

Again letting anger boil
Smoldering me inside
Slipping into rage comatose

Yelling on and on
Opening wounds
Upon deadly wounds

Meets the eye
Over flows the hate
Teaching you a lesson
Hating the fantasies
Ever lasting grudge
Roiled and bound

Fuming the detestable
Upon deadly wounds
Coming up for air
Keeping the joy away
Igniting the disgust
Nudging the demons
Growing more demonic

Jesting with the buttons
Ever lasting grudge
Roiled and ignored
Kept the anger at bay
Smoldering me inside,

It's easier this way

Helping me drag on
Only seeing what I can't be
Poking all the buttons
Eager for me to trip

You lucky bastard
Opening fatal wounds
Unleashing the hounds

Dodging the glares
I thought would hit
Enticing me to try again,

Ignite the misconception

Hurting the feelings
Oasis you find in
Poking at my sorrows
Ever lasting grudge

Yelling on and on
Opening wounds
Upon deadly curse

Degrading I am
Roiled and rotted
Only to be suppressed by
Who kills me with words
Never understanding

I find it hard to forget
Never I thought to quit

Yelling on and on
Only in my head
Underhanded methods
Rearing their ugly head

Obstructing the view
Wisdom hides from me
Nevermore gives me its rage

Bubbling is the frustration
Acting on its own
Telling me to charge
Helping me on my way
Taunting my roiled anger
Unleashing the hounds
Bye by to your ugly face!

Only if I could say
Never stating my thoughts
Leaves me empty
Yelling at myself

To have some courage
Hating that I do not
Even if I swallowed my agony
Never will the shouts reach

What will it take heal
Opening closed wounds?
Unleashing my expression?
Lying through my teeth?
Dying on the inside?

It's easier this way for you

Failing at what you try
Options are limited
Rearing its ugly head
Greed takes control
Insuring my demise
Vowing to make me
Eat the failures you've had

Yet here I still am
Only filled with anger
Understanding my hate,

Yelling and screaming
Opening my mouth
Unleashing curses

Dreaming of the day
Enticing the fantasies
The day my fist
Explodes on your face
Searing agony
Tears at your calm
Agitating no longer
Blame that was on me
Leaving me finally
Exiling the coward within me

Behold the cries
Aloud with victory
Streaked with anger
Tailing the words
Asserting my hate
Rage and disgust
Diatribe on you now
Sailing from me to you


Written by FishCake
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