Troubles

People ask wats wrong, i dont know the answer.
Living life suffering like i got cancer.
Dont know the true feeling but i do get the concept.
Fellin deep pain that cant go unhelped.
Searching for help but no ones listing.
Wishing the pain will go away as i pray whispering.
Praying to a lord that forgives sins.
But a question i have is where carma ends.
Is it a life cycle or is it a game we play.
Blame it on carma wen shit doesnt go your way.
Is that how the world should be?
Youre not god but need his help cant you see.
I say this to myself when i go through troubles.
For some reason i feel like my life is floating away like a million bubbles