Live within a lie

I know the years have passed since you been gone,
But I still think of you, it still hard for me to move on,
I’m still waiting for you; I still hope you’ll return,
Day and night you’re on my mind, for you I still yearn,
I miss you so much; you have no idea how much I do,
I can’t adapt myself with out your love or you,
I could still hear your voice and I could still see your face,
I could still taste your lips; I could still feel your caress,
Somehow or someway you always cross my mind,
Whether I‘m dreaming or awake I could still see you by my side,
I know you don’t love me any more, I know I’m wasting my time,
But as the days pass bye I could still feel you inside,
When I try to forget you it makes me cry,
I continue “sighing” my life and starring at the dark sky,
In my heart I know your not coming back to me,
Never again, I lost you for all eternity,
I’ll never forget your laughter; I’ll never forget your eyes,
I’ll never forget your voice, I’ll never forget you and I,
When you were in my life, that part of you made feel alive,
No matter how much pain you’ve given I’ll continue living a lie,
A lie that you’re returning, a lie that you care,
A lie that you still love me, a lie that I’ll always bear,