Thoughts Of What I Been Thinking

Thoughts of what I been thinking
they say if you love something let it go, but if u cant how will u ever know if its really there to say, everyday ppl ask themselves questions but when there confronted they have nothing to say, i was told i let my emotions get the best of me but if i didn't how would they get to know the best of me, i put all i can into what i do and ask can u accept what's left to me, is reality what it seems or is it what we make it we hide behind our appearances what if i show u myself naked, not in the sense of no clothes but in the sense of me being open with you and not hiding behind doors that's closed, what if my past effected me and troubles me affectionately, what if i was truly different and u were use to everything being the same does that mean everything between us would change, what if i longed to hold u close cause i felt like i was drawn to u but u string me along on a thin rope, what if ur feelings changed and my love for u remained the same would u still call me ur babe or should i worry that u use my name, should i worry bout u at all if my happiness hangs in the balance, does anyone really know me or do i really know u, do i ask to many questions or is there a lack of answers, does everything have a meaning and should i take heed to the signs, if it all falls apart is the hands that hold it together suppose to be mines, are these the questions and more that should be asked or am i just loosing my mind