LANDING GEAR   (re-mix) 

 
     twin discs of my eyes    
two crystaline satellites    
     slow their orbit around you    
to enter the field    
     of your gravity    
hovering near your face    
     to study the contours    
and sensual topography    
     of your naked physical terrain    
to determine if you might be    
     a safe enough place  
for me to land    
     and hopefully colonize someday    
to see if your external      
     atmosphere    
is conducive to nurturing life    
     and to pre determine      
if the seismic boundaries    
     of the active life force    
which beats at the core      
     of your heart    
are in compliance      
     and harmony    
with the natural laws      
     of the universe    
i want so much      
     to swoop down right now      
to land here in    
     the luminous light      
of your innermost      
     vital being    
though still i hover    
     for some unknown reason      
with this strange sense      
     of hesitation    
mixed with anticipation      
     above these sky blue      
tide pools
     presently hid
behind your closed
     eyes
mystified
     by my own
fascination    
     desire and denial    
to allow myself      
     to enter and explore    
your enticing depths    
     beyond this external      
barrier reef    
     of your meer      
human  temporal disguise    
     masking your hidden    
inner cosmic whole    
     with all my defensive      
force shields turned off    
     to dive freely into      
the open welcome    
     i sense
awaits me
     in the internal      
sea of your soul    
     to let go completely    
to surrender my all    
     into the beautiful      
world i suspect    
     must be awaiting me      
down there below    
     with whatever suppressed    
innate inner beauty      
     i may still have left      
here of my own    
     now yearning so ripely      
for this earthly      
     meets cosmic reunion    
so eager  so near      
     so long    
which ive grown      
     so weary of waiting for      
in my lifes      
     seemingly futile      
quest to find      
     just the right      
sustainable home    
     in which to anchor      
and root my heart    
     far away from      
way too long    
     away as well    
from further believing      
     that my destiny    
must forever continue      
     to unfold all alone    
now in this      
     new planet you are    
of living flesh      
     of blood  of bone      
as i now so longingly    
     yet hesitantly hover      
above you here    
     in this moment    
you somehow seem      
     quite like no other      
ive ever known    
     yet with all      
my imperfections    
     seen and unseen scars      
from lifes many battles    
     those lost      
as well as won    
     my stubborn resistance      
and hesitancy here    
     seem largely based upon      
my historical fear      
     of failure and rejection    
yet still my      
     lonesome soul      
is so tired of hiding    
     of always being alone    
and of lying to myself      
     in the overly      
sensitive prison      
     of that old  self held myth    
i so stubbornly still
     yet cling to    
and in the pattern      
     of its results    
of wasting so much      
     precious time away      
still i hover      
     here above you    
so eager to set down    
     upon  into    
your sleeping form    
     to begin my aching    
exploration of your    
     enticing  fleshy terrain    
and to surrender to    
     the even greater    
inner gravitational pull    
     of whatever wondrous    
subterranean discoveries    
     and deeper pleasures    
your erotic being    
     may hold  to meld into      
my heart and mind      
     too slowly ripening    
despite its impatient      
     inner hungering      
for this uncertain      
     new feast you are      
you who lie here now      
     beside me quietly waking      
with your gentle smile    
     which looks to me      
like genuine peace    
     yet in my      
first few tries    
     at attempted      
landings there    
     where touching down      
on your velvet lips    
     i felt the soft      
yet firm  organic      
     flesh of your      
sweet  pure earth    
     open like a waking    
flower  into a      
     slippery warmth so fine    
that seemed so    
     willing to take me in    
then yielding as you did      
     you took me in    
and turned me      
     inside out    
just as i did      
     you my friend
in sweet  heavenly
     molten return  
both swept off in      
     the swirling      
currents of each others    
     wet  churning heat    
then in the pre explosive    
     fusion of our      
unexpected tantric union      
     i pull back      
briefly  for one      
     quick moment    
to hover glowingly above
     your seductive
deep  inner gravity
     again    
overwhelmed      
     yet still  somehow      
content to      
     simply orbit      
so breathlessly here    
     in ecstatic    
wonderment  to savor    
     for just a few more
throbbingly
     heated moments        
     your amazing      
external atmosphere    
     while anticipating      
the eventual      
     reconnection      
of my overly excited      
     still very hungry      
now fully extended    
     landing gear
sensing me here
     i witness
and erotically savor
     the very moment  
you slowly begin
     to reopen your eyes
and watch them
     fill with the most
beautiful  crystalline light
     as you see me
hovering naked here
     before you
then looking down
     you see and grab
my fully extended
     landing gear  
then slightly open      
     your mouth    
and let out      
     a slow  deep    
sigh and moan    
     to signal me    
youre ready    
     for more    
ready for my all      
     as i dive back down
to slowly sink
     head first
like a reverse birth    
     into the plush
warm depths
     of your
innermost core    
     wherein
the shared bliss
     of my final    
re entry    
     into our now
unified being   
     that look    
in your eyes    
     you gave me
the moment i had
     fully landed
told me so clearly    
     you knew    
that more than    
     the eagle    
had just landed      
     right here
between
     your warm
double moons     
     at long last
finally baby
     youre here  
then suddenly    
     i hear a loud alarm    
rang a rang a lang en    
     near my head    
that yanks me      
     out of space    
and time somehow back    
     into another    
as i slowly      
     reopen my eyes    
which i had thought      
     were already open    
startled and confused    
     for a moment or two
it was then      
     i sadly realized
with a sad waking
     prolonged
deep sigh 
     that i had only
been dreaming
     again