last bath

Reflection in the silver
So beautiful the memory
A face I once knew
Looking back at me
Now Cold as ice
In this hot bath
Held tight to the flesh
Pulled hard downward
Warmth upon the wrists
Heat from the tub around my body
Color red so real mixing now
Steam flowing past
What has just been done
No going back now
Am I all alone
Its just begun
The pain floating away
What will come of me now
Wondering what I have done
Is anybody out there
What was that sound
Darkness falls
Eyes growing heavy
Drum drum drum
Sound is all I have
What will happen to my soul
Thoughts surrounding me
Where am I about to go
A road traveled ahead
Which fork do I take
I see clearly
Reflecting ahead
So blinding
Eyes closed tight
I feel like flying
Last breaths gasped
Peace at last
The pain is gone
I welcome you
My finale slumber
Escaping living torture
Finally I can rest
Thank you God