Ain't No Way Around It

I woke up this morning involved with drugs,
Look outside my window and see kids pretending
They're crips and bloods, living a certain
Life waiting to get gunned, fuck this thing
About being a thug? These dudes acting like
Female dogs, I wish I wasn't here covered up;
Camouflage. There ain't no way around it I need
A renaissance, so give me 2 shots. "Pop Pop."
In a afterthought, there ain't no way around it
I need a commandment, I swear he ain't helping me
God. My thoughts are over flood, I've been thinking
About ending it with a gun, but I could never do
That since I'm young and on one. But look at what
I've become, I'm so far gone that my thoughts became
A phenomenon, but I realize there ain't no way around
It