I Hate Being In Love

I hate being in love, it gets me playing with guns
And fucking with drugs, niggas thinking I'm a thug
But I'm only hanging out with drunks, drinking  
Alcohol I'm doing stupid stunts. Huffing and puffing
I'm surfing high, head close to the sky while my girl
Talking to another guy, she putting it in deny. While
My mind fucked up, she making me cry deep inside I'm
Only thinking bout suicide, my true feeling actually
Just died, like mankind committing homicide, killing  
Inocent people with that genocide. But I'm still  
Willing to fight right on the sight just trying to
Survive this love I'm about to sacrifice.
But I hate being in love, it's the time I need advice
To not roll the dice if I can't pay the price.