This Feeling Has Bugged Me

I take and care for each small object.
A symbolic reflection of a heart in purity
before savagely being beaten down.
I drag this heart against the ground.
With a hope that one day I can smile
without having to think of you.
About how I've always loved you.
If I've ever loved you.

This feeling has bugged me,
I can't tell If it's real.
Written words on blank paper
without meaning behind.
This feeling just consumes me, I'm swallowed whole.
I can't escape.
Their's just too much left unsaid for me to walk away now.  

I take some time to hopefully forget.
However everywhere I go it's always the same thing.
My memories of you.
What can be done to not regret
the thought of me abandoning you.
To make my secret known to you
If you'd only see.

So now my heart can create the words.
But I know the time's too late, the moment's already gone.
Somewhere hidden deep within my endless heart.
Lies reason I've always belonged to you...