Blackened Heart

I know your game
and I've seen all this shit before.
oldest game in the book.
You expected me to cut my ties
shatter all relationships
and burn all my fucking bridges.
Then leave me in the middle of nowhere?
And sneer at my attempts to rebuild
 
I put it all out there
no bullshit, no lies.
I've lost all I've fought for
just to satisfy you.
Put my trust in you
feed you my affection
but it never meant a fucking thing.
How I feel, defines me.
and you've brought this upon me.
You can't see what burns inside
what monster you yearn to unleash
 
I will not destroy myself
not anymore,
not for your entertainment.
Play me on, lead me astray.
Fuck with my Blackened Heart
you've left me here
Angered deeply from betrayal
I stare out into the horizon
and I observe the great Fires
that I have started
for your entertainment
And now, I stand here clenching my fists
head bowed, spirit crushed
and reaching out  
for fucking zero.