Save me

How can you save yourself, when no one wants you to?
How can you lie your way through life, just because of a smile?
I don't cut
But if I did
Would any one care?
I'm just leaving them anyways
I wonder
Has it ever crossed her mind how we feel?
I believe she is selfish
I don't think there is a God
Because if there was
Why isn't he watching?
Not just me
But everyone else who suffers too
The most fucked up question is,
Why do I cry myself to sleep, when I have a perfect life?