An Oblivion of Pain

oh my hearts pounding
I'm frantic
I don't know how much longer
I can stand this
waiting for you
waiting for answers
it's eating me alive
like a deadly cancer
what will you say
what will I do
will the answers free us
or demand that we are through
will it drive the pain
so far inside
that I no longer wish to live
to feel alive
I hope you know
no matter which way we go
that all I ever wanted
all I ever needed
was your love
to keep believing
that all this time
that you were mine
and I wasn't just a ladder
that was never meant to climb