Lost in the darkness

Pick or choose either way you lose, hit or miss, don’t leave me a kiss.
 You changed my mind; you took the time to kill everything that once lived inside me
You completely destroyed me, ripped out my heart, took it apart, no hope, can’t cope.
This knife is sharp, this world is dark, you’ve left you’re mark.
Please just leave, please don’t tease, i can’t bare the pain it drives me insane, i cry in fear when i hear you near.
You pin me down, throw me around, you’re like a sin and indecent kin.
Pump me with injections, you god damn infection.
You leave a bad taste you’re full of haste; I’m in a bad place.  
Talk to me dear, act like you hear my love and affection but it’s just a dim complexion.
I flinch and wince when you hurt me, cry and want to die when you disc eve me.
Tie me to a cross, will i be much of a loss, just help me i beg before I’m hung by a peg, left out to dry, to shrivel up and die.
I loved you once, cross my heart and hope to die, stick a needle in my eye. Just take me away, far from this day, leave me to pray, and hope to be free so i can once again be me