From The Heart Mane

Praying all day, everyday im falling on my knees
asking the Lord to help guide and forgive me
silently lying on my bed thinking then it pours
the thunder roars
my heart dying to release  the pain needing to breathe
all the hurt and confusion raining down to my feet, im floating to God hoping/ knowing he'll catch and save me...i gotta go
you ever hear the sound of your momo tears raining down her cheeks
 
sometimes i swear its like they falling right onside of me
late at night when everybodies sleep i gotta be strong because the only one hearing is me
Damn y the only one gotta be hearing is me, mnever feeling complete her energy level at peek! Hoping that cry i sent to heaven shower back on me he spoke to me told me i was right where i was supposed to be
 
That hurt that fear that pain finally leaving plz
bday day 148 i need to celebrate where my cake and ice cream
i gotta make up for that time live my life for her dreams
lord forgive me but tonight ima pour it up and light up this dark ass sky with something grey and mean the scent of cloud nine glidin peacefully...
whats wrong with me
 
Lay back type up my thoughts
chill in my bed listen to music
watch her sleep for a while
 
But B4 I close my eyes I say my prayer outloud
 
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