Drown

Sleepless nights plague me
My mind is restless and frightful
These wicked thoughts haunt my existence
Will there be an end? Can I be forgiven?
Twisted and torn. I dont understand what Ive become
I bury those around me with hurtful words and poisoned moments
I will bleed out this hate. I need to release
Take this pain and let me go
Im haunted by the shadows in my past
These bitter memories wear me out
I cant endure this any longer
Will you save me or let me drown?
I deserve to drown