ADOPTED

I come from a mother, oh how I love her,
But she threw me away, why the betray,
Decision she has dove, can’t suppress pain she wove,
Slits in my heart, tearing me apart,
Wish you gave me chance, but it was your arrogance,
Left me cold, without a mold,
Now in foster care, man I fucking swear,
Going house to house, destined for a jailhouse,
These families even don’t care, finding love there is rare,
They get me for extra ends, fake and pretend,
Acting under pretense, shit don’t make any sense,
You should have took the risk, too big an asterisk,
I struggle with this pain, trying not to go insane,  
I can’t wait to get older, to cry on your shoulder,
For you to say one thing, something comforting,
Tell me that you love me, it will be heavenly.