withdraw

Silence consuming me to the core
Your mirage begins to haunt me more.
I can feel you in the air..
I can taste your despair.

Bones aching
Mind racing
My skin screams!
You're not here!

Finger tips trace your chest.
Their twirling figuire eights just mindless, useless.
So they ache.

Suffocating within your breath..
The sweet kiss of your absence has left me with the dead!
I'm tearing away
Scratching away all I know.

Every note burnt.
But the ash has left the memory.
Your face tears into me!
The bleeding heart on my chest torn in two!
I can't feel you here
I can't make you real.

Skin shivers and crawls up my spine the way you used to.
breathing becoming so hard..
You've left me breathless yet again!
And I fear that this withdraw is just settling in!