My Final Goodye

I know I am a bitch.
A wicked witch.
I never deserved you in my life.
I have this persona that says be kind.
But In my mind,
I have a problem with being a good girl.
Who knows she'll never fit in in this world.
I am sorry.
I scared you.
I hurt you.
I am not a good girl.
I am a horrible person. who has no reason to be happy.
I am happy that you are happy now.
You deserve a friend that will be nice.
Not one that is as cold as ice.
You really don't want to be my friend, do you?
I know you don't.
I know it's true.
So please.
Take this last request,
Forget my existence.
This is the last time,
Never again will you hear me apologize.
It's obvious that you want a final goodbye.
So here,
I cried.
Screamed.
I felt so mean.
I never meant to be this way.
I always shove those I care for away.
I may not love you.
but I wish for us to be friends.
But that is not what you want.
I'm not going to sit here and taunt fate.
I know that you hate me.
With every fiber of your being.
So this will be the last time that you'll be seeing anything from me.
I am sorry that I hurt you.
That I tormented you.
Nearly destroyed you
Drove you to hurting yourself.
I am nothing but a witch.
A heartless bitch,.
No longer will you hear me apologize.
I'll do what you want.
This my final goodbye