needle in the demon

My life has been harder then most,
I've lived a life full of death,
Dead friends with families in pain
Because I showed there sons
The path of evil with a needle in a vain
And a rig full of sin
With the lies I've lived
With haterd in my eyes
And a heart full of regret
with arms black and blue
Vains full of hate
My heart slowed
My pain stoped
My head dreamed
my vains dropped
When will this pain everdesend
I'm falling depper and depper in the pits of hell
My heart burns
my eyes are bloodshot
Evil flowing through my vains
Killing me with all the pain
And all the drugs and needles
Filled to the tenth C
Because you really want to die
But you can't see the drug is killing you indeed