Despair

Screaming in the shower,
Tearing at your skin,
Let it fall to the ground,
Miscellaneous blood,
Blood on the lips, lick it and burn,
Burn to the point where you are but crust,
Thrust through the crust of a loaf of bread,
Drink your water, eat your bread,
Be a baby then be dead,
Chat the words, dribble and drool,
Stare, stare, make them look away,
Their fear is your security, it’s not right,
Sin for me, sin for me, win as a Godless being,
We see what they aren’t seeing,
We are all sheep, we don’t want to lead, we want to be led,
Even leaders are influenced by leaders long dead,
We like the think individuality is our right,
The word is now dead if it ever was alive,
The word is obsolete, as is it’s message,
Message me, when you find an escape,
I hate it here, when you get away,
Come back for me, any time of day,
I’ll be bleeding an orgasmic slime,
Come and take me any time.