Betrayed

I feel cold tonight,
numb,angry,
i was always the silent one,
the one with no emotion,
then i met her, she took me to new heights,
new places,
 
then plunged a knife into my back,
and threw me to the ground,
pounced on me the minute my back was turned,

what have i done to deserve this,
was i too cold?,
was i too kind?,
If so please tell me.

have i ever hurt you?,
have i ever betrayed you?,

What have i done to deserve your betrayal?,
What have you done to deserve my love?,
what has anyone done to deserve anything from me?,
WHAT?