i'm done

Staring at the wall.
Shaking sporadically.
Breathing deeply.
All this hate built up.

I just want to scream.
Hit you in the face.
Why do I put up with you?
All you cause is pain.

I'm better off alone.
I know this is true.
Yet, I love you.
I think i'm stupid.

YOu make me so mad.
I'm mentally unstable.
All because of you.
You love me but you're with her.

That makes perfect sense.
You're being a dick.
Yet, I don't hate you.
I know I should, but I can't.
For part of me loves you.

I want to rip your throat out.
You're better off dead.
You hurt me so much.
Yet I won't put it to an end.

Maybe you're better off with her.
She can be all yours.
For she's ugly inside and out.
You guys are like twins.

Your personality is so hideous.
I think it makes perfect sense.
Two horrible people together forever.
I probably won't talk to you ever again.

That's what you wanted.
Isn't it?
Well I can finally say you pushed me to the brink.
I will never return.

Have fun finding someone.
After I tell them what you did.
You lying piece of shit.
You don't deserve me.

I can do so much better, and I will.
Just watch.
If I don't text you don't be alarmed.
I want nothing to do with you.

I wish we never met.
I could keep writing about all this anger.
I won't though because that's a waste of breath.
I bid you farewell with one last thing.

If you died I would not cry.
Nor go to your funeral.
I will walk around with a smile on my face.
You're a lying piece of shit.