FITR?

what a shitty day
shittier week
take a ride to the
pharmacy
no security
shopping spree
first my pockets
then my head
ill take my fill
from each red pill
its alot to swallow
fuck it though, right?

thousand-yard-stare
accidentally unaware
im not breathing
feels so good to come back
vacuum chest and greet the ceiling
its the best god damn feeling
just to move.
i feel as juvenile as i do alive
fuck it though, right?