Bloody fucking mushrooms

 
Bloody mushrooms
Shards of chemical escape
Plunged extacy
Fuck the world I am cumming the penis irrelevant
No need for a bitch, 
Me and my love,  she enters  my vein like I would a virgin,
Looking for blood 
I orgazim in  my addiction
The rush subsides I look into the spoon and she is gone
Like all the other woman in my life
At least with her I used her up instead of the reverse
No need for a bitch
Just thirty dollars and a cigarette filter
To use her up again
But she uses me to
With every draw of my blood I lose a part of my self
Like a virgin raped
She takes a precious part of me
I do not give it, it is not my gift to her
I exchange it for escape from my need for a bitch
For some one to love me 
For an intimate partner with whom I can be safe
Have not found her 
But I found a bitch, a bloody mushroom and a chemical escape