Blinded by beauty

Tired of trying
Tired of crying
For you not to care
My heart is mended
Only held by staples and tape
So easily broken
Why play these games with me?
I only wish to smile
I only wish to laugh
But I'm left vexed
By all the questions
I silently undo myself
As you continue on a heartless path

I don't trust your ambiance
The silk sheets
The pillows perfectly placed
On the queen sized bed
I can't track your emotions
With the candle light dancing off the walls
The dim light illuminates your skin so gracefully
It glistens into my sight
Irresistible, So hard to say no
Why do you invite me here?
Why did I come?
You wrap your arms around me
As you kiss upon embrace
With your angelic lips

I know why you dim the lights;
To shield yourself from my eyes
I know why you seduce me;
To make me yours
But I live in the dark
No shadow can cloud my eyes from the truth

Even in truth, I cannot resist
Even in light, I accept your kiss
Even in doubt, I still stay.

I don't understand
Let me go
I'm screaming now
I'm bleeding now
I'm falling fast
And your not there
My heart is broken again
Beyond repair