Self full filling prophecy

You did what I always thought you would
You finally used your back up
The pain I feel is unbelievable
My body shakes knowing your in someone else's arms
God fucking damn it!
I wish I never saw it
I wish I never knew
I felt that much better knowing you were alone
I know that's wrong
I know I'm crazy
Knowing that we had that last thing in common
It was all I had left to hang on to
Now I have nothing
Now I have no one