Bad Night

The darkness is coming, i can feel it near. One more breath its already here. its surrounds me like, as if i'm standing in a pool.    
   
 But its not cool it creepy.Crazy thoughts race through my head, am i dead. I think i'm dead its not a good feeling but. Whats good any more  all i know is i went to bed last night. But don't remember waking up, That's it. I have to be dreaming fine but why is it dark. A dream a reflection of my thoughts ?. I wonder, my mind is full of bad thoughts. I find in my head all the time . thought of crazy shit, thoughts of death or dying, thoughts of pain, thoughts of sadness ,thoughts of shame. no good in my life love is a firan word. hope i have nun. i hang out with shadow and misery .shadow leaves from time to time. but misery call him back .she love the company. me 2